When I think of you I just can't sleep,
Thinking about the times we had,
The times we would meet,
But now you're gone you left me,
Now I'm drowning in the deep blue sea.
I need to take my mind off things to think about me,
But when I close my eyes,
It's you that I see,
But it's hard for me hard to breathe,
Now I'm drowning in the deep blue sea.
**
*Jade's P.O.V*
She's dead. I mean she is actually D.E.A.D! After all the shit I put her through that should have killed her, she died at CHILD BIRTH. Are you fucking serious? She got stabbed, went mental and almost took her own life, did I mention GOT STABBED and she died at CHILD BIRTH! CHILD BIRTH! BLOODY HELL! I guess I didn't feel any better. I thought maybe if she died then and I'd feel better but honestly I didn't. I still felt the same hatred I felt towards her and her dumb-arse mother. You're probably thinking why? My father left my mother when she was pregnant because he'd gone and got another girl pregnant. I guess if you're smart then you can pull the pieces together. Tori's slut bag of a mother was that little girl who failed to keep her legs closed. They stole my father away from me and my mother blamed me. She neglected me and treated me like shit. So I swore that I would make my half sister's life a living hell. Tori didn't know that we will related so I kept it a secret. I wanted her dead. I thought maybe that would have taken away the pain but now she's gone I don't feel any different Nothing has changed. I watched her grow up with the perfect life. She had mother who cared and Ty who truly loved her not for her body but for her heart and not to mention Charlotte who stood by her and would never say a bad thing about her. She didn't have our dad but she still had the perfect life and I hated it. I guess that's part of the reason I'm so bitter. I turned to guys thinking they could give me the love I never got but they used me and dumped me leaving me more broken than before. I lost my virginity at thirteen and from there I earned myself a rep so I had to maintain it. My mother couldn't care less so I chose to be rebellious.
So now you know and don't you dare feel sorry for me.
**
Why couldn't it be simple,
I could have waked to see your dimples,
But then you left me,
That night I felt so weak.
Everyone feels blue sometimes,
But when it's every night you know you can't survive.
**
*Charlotte's P.O.V*
I told myself I wouldn't cry. I got the message via text and I swear it broke me. I got to the hospital and everyone was already there crying there eyes out. No one noticed me sitting there in the corner staring at them all. My sister was gone. I wanted to cry so badly but who would be the one to wipe away everyone's tears and tell them everything will be alright. I went over to Tori's mama and picked her up from the floor in which she was sitting on crying bitter tears.
"Charlotte my baby's dead!" she cried.
I hugged her tightly while she cried on my shoulder.
**
Take me to the King,
I don't have much to bring,
My hearts torn in pieces,
It's my offering.
Lay me at the throne,h
Leave me there alone,
To gaze upon your glory,
And sing to you this song,
Please take me to the King.
.**
Hey Guys!!
You have the right to hate me. I took a break from writing but I'm back :D
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