Jealousy

Chapter 25

Daisys pov.

October, 29, Wednesday

The sun peeking in my bedroom window lighting my hair like a fiery halo. I lifted my head up from the pillow, my curly hair tumbling down my back like a waterfall. The Suns vibrant rays sent a glossy, gold sheen all around my room, blending with the falling leaves of Autumn.

My mind is fuzzy, the last remnants of a dream being chased away by the realization that I am awake again. It was a wishful dream I loved, something about sitting in a big oak tree in meadow full of flowers, Zander standing there sending me a full pack of roses. But the details are fading fast even as I try to recall them.

With a mental sigh I allow my brain to focus and cautiously open one eye, pulling the duvet up over my head to keep the dust motes from dancing in the wall of light.

It's not going to work, my brain is awake now and already worrying about being late too the camp I am supposed to arrive at by 7:30am

"Guess I better shower now," I muttered to myself after checking the time on my phone.

5:54am

I know what your thinking, it's too early the fuck, well for me it isn't.

I need too be clean and ready to rumble when I head all my things up into my car and too the bus at school. I need things too still be packed up, and I want too curl my hair so I can look nice and make friends.

I head into the shower, the first drop hit my skin. I remember what had happened now, it all seemed clear. The warm droplets formed steam as I stood there without moving at all, I crunched my shampoo into my hair, the warm water sprinkling down my tanned body, a song in my head, the same lyric playing over and over again.

If you can't see what's in front of you, you lose, you lose, you lose
When I needed you I needed you,
I need your love, I need it bad

The song repeating in my head over and over, how much clearer can it be? My skin was burning from the mellow droplets morphing into sharp little blades of fire.

✿ ✿ ✿

The song playing through my heads pumping through the headphones that were in my ears, I began adding some snacks in a lunch bag like, goldfish, ritz, hot Cheetos, takis, marshmallows (just in case we have some kind of camp fire thingy) and some other snacks that are eatable

After getting the things that were pack up and setting it on my kitchen counter, I sighed pulling out my phone to take a quick picture for Instagram, my caption saying:

WOAHDAISY: Going to a stupid camp with random people, wish me good luck classmates!

I locked my phone setting it in my wallet, getting ready too go to school,

7:03am

I arrived quite on time, heading too the back school building where the buses were, it was cold and a little cloudy too.
It was quiet considering school didn't even start yet, but the camping trip had to be early since it's along way too get there I heard.

I walked with my bags in my hand, seeing a couple students already there, no sign of Calum yet.

Right when I was there next too the rest of the students, I dropped everything letting out loud breathes.