Jealousy

Chapter 31

Daniel was sleeping, letting out loud snores run out of his nose, and weird mumbling through his mouth, slobber coming out.

"He's so nasty." Calum broke the silence, we both giggled.

Silence began too fill again, we can hear the night breezing from the dark sky, golden stars upon us as the trees were winded.

It was awkward, I have never been in this situation with someone I hated after singing with them. Daniella and Daniel were sleeping Calum and I just kept staring at each other like weirdos.

"So,umm.. how's life?" Calum spoke up, his voice sounding very deeply soft as I glanced up at him who yawned.

"I would be a liar if I said it was great." I admitted, he gave me this weak sad smile.

"You?"

"I guess I would be a liar if I said it was great." He repeated my sentence, throwing a smirk.

I playfully rolled my eyes, pulling my piece of hair behind my ear, looking back down at the fire for the 100th time.

The sun has gone to rest, the moon takes his place as the darkness begins to surround me. I like the night, it hides my flaws, my imperfections, the scars burned onto my flesh, the stabs of knives left behind. The moon guides me through the night. His calming presence makes me slowly close my eyes, my body quietly shutting off, but it doesn't, just endless yawns. Let's my soul run free. I can do the things I would never be allowed to do when the sun is out. I can do whatever I want... as my worries, my thoughts, silently burn into smoke as they wonder through the endless night once more.

I give a loud yawn, a stretch forming into my body as I cuddled back into my blankets, warmly.

"Your cold, want to come lay with me?"

"No?!!" I said sounding like a question though, very confused on what just came out of Calum's mouth.

"Your right, I should go lay with you." Calum replied, grabbing his blanket and pillow, sitting besides me on the log, pushing Daniel.

My forehead crinkled in confusion, as my heart began pumping and my palms got sweaty. Why is he sitting next to me? Why all of a sudden is he being so polite?!

"What?" Calum spat, making me flinch as I finally realized I was staring at him for too long.

I was super tired to even respond, my body was shivering of coldness, my eyes beginning too come smaller as yawns came out of me.

"Here." Calum motioned, taking his blankets off of him, comforting it around my body as I raised an eyebrow.

Red leaked into my cheeks as I nervously smiled and bit my lip. I looked away nervously, but I couldn't hide the red glow that came over my face.

So I laid there besides him. The warmth of my body caressing his soft skin. We could have lie there for hours, my legs bent,  her arms wrapped gently around his neck, as I sat on his lap. He could feel my chest expand and contract on top of his as I breathed warm air that tickled the side of his neck. He tightened his grasp around my waist as he turned slightly and looked around, only to find the moon welcoming rays beginning to peek over the hills. It was dark, and the colors in the sky were the perfect ending to a perfect night.

"Why am I doing this?" I whispered, my stomach instantly turning into twists, butterflies flying all over. I was so nervous, my mind confused like I wasn't even controlling it, why was I cuddling with Calum? It was like I felt like I was cuddling with a cute puppy, soft and warm.