The Real Me [H.S]

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WHAT HARRY IS WEARING TO THE PARTY IS AT THE TOP :)

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MIA

When we got out the car it took me a while to notice who was on the carpet just in front of us. I looked forward and saw the one direction boys. They were looking at us. Harry was the only one who got my attention though. He looked so handsome, as always. His patterned shirt made him, him. I liked that he wore patterns unlike most people, he pulls them off so well also. I finally managed to look at his face and the smile seemed to light up the world. His smile made everyone around him smile, he had that effort on people. His happiness makes other people happy, just the same with his sadness. His such a caring person but he doesn't realise that with just one of his smiles, his made someone's day. His eyes seemed to twinkle, something I haven't seen in a while. His eyes were always my favourite. The deep green eyes that could stare into your soul, the ones that had so much love and care in them. The next thing I noticed was his hair. He had, had it cut since the last time I saw him three years ago. It was short compared to his long down to his shoulder hair. But it suited him ether way, he could seem to pull anything off and I liked it. His new hair was nice and different, I liked it. However I couldn't help but think he looked so good and happy, that maybe he had truly moved on. I don't know what I was expecting but I thought maybe if we saw each other everything would come back to us. However he truly does look happy and like moving on has done him good. Something I wasn't to him. 

A couple seconds later they started walking up the carpet to the entrance of the party. It was there were Harry took hold of Amelia's hand and I felt something in my chest that hurt but I tried to ignore it as I smiled and walked up the carpet with Andy and Kim, taking some funny pictures for the paparazzi. Kim and Andy then left me for some solo pictures before we all walked into the party together. And for some reason I started to regret coming. I didn't think it would hurt this much to see Harry again and I don't know if I could face seeing him face to face. I'm just glad Andy and Kim are here to help me through it.

"Did you see Harry looking at you? He looked like he was in a trance"

"And he was smiling so much when he saw you, something has to still be there!"

Kim and Andy couldn't help but notice Harry as well, as they wouldn't shut up about him as we stepped into the venue.

"Yea but did you also see him grab Amelia's hand as soon as he got to her. His moved on and its obvious to me now. Maybe I should do the same" I sighed and they both looked at me sadly.

"You never know, maybe he held her hand to make you jealous?" Andy tried to reason.

"Thanks but I would rather not get my hopes up. Lets go have fun" I announced as we walked into the final doors.

The room was filled with lots of random celebrities. They filled the floor, talking and dancing away. If there was no such thing as fame, you would think this was just a casual party for friends. Everyone got on and talked to everyone. It was nice.

"I feel out of place" I whispered to Andy and Kim, as we just stood in the doorway.

"How do you think we feel" They whispered back as we all stared in awe at the room.

The chandelier hung from the middle of the ceiling and twinkled like stars in the night sky. The cream walls lit up as the lights bounced off of them. The floor shone like the sun and I was scared I would make it dirty.  

We walked in and grabbed some drinks before we started mingling with people. Andy and Kim got on with everyone no one seemed to care that they weren't famous. Everyone was just so nice.