hey ladies
i've been trying to update this book everyday for a month and i just can't do it. everything i thought i knew about myself crumbled. i can't even draw anymore. it's like i'm creatively drained. pouring my heart into a painting or a story has never felt this hard. also i've been having trouble with my gender and kinda wanna die a lot. now i go by they/them pronouns, and the name rowan
anyway this was all over the place. comment what you think should happen in the next chapter
