Yet again. I'm back
You'll never get rid of me. Never :3
Now to the formal part:
I'd really appreciate it if you'd leave me Feedback. I'm not posting art to gain a whole lot of votes. Sure, votes are nice and all and a good way to show me that...
I normally wouldn't post something like that here, but I just wanted to let you know the current circumstances.
I am half blind.
That doesn't mean that I only can see with one eye. It means I'm really bad sighted. I have -8 diopters, which basically means I can't see anything without glasses. Everything's just a blurry something.
Now, that's something I've lived with for years. It gets worse every year, but it's not like I'll turn completely blind (hopefully). I can handle it.
The problem is, I have a disease that makes it hard to focus my eyes. Unfocused, my eyes look something like this:
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It's hurtfull and unheathly and could turn into something constant. And it now has gotten to the point where even when I focus, it sometimes slips away.
It's like, everytime this happens, I see everything twice (from different angles) and blurry since my eyes aren't in sync anymore.
It makes it really hard to draw which is part of the reason why my pics turned so bad, lately. I do hope it doesn't get worse but if it does, please understand if I just leave since I'd maybe (just if it's really extreme) even have to go to pediatrics.
On top of that, my scoliosis is being a jerk again and hurts like hell (my feet hurt; headache; pain in my spine, shoulders and hips; etc.). I really need to go to an orthopedist but I don't have the time nor the money. (70 € for shoe inserts is pricey)
So, my physical state right now is really not the best. I hope you unnderstand. All I want right now is sleep but unfortunately, I can't.
My mental sate is now metastable thanks to you guys (especially Avery, who spent her time with me and my problems instead of fixing her own. Thanks. You mean so much to me). I'm still kinda depressed but, I hope to get over it soon.
And now, to show that it's not all that bad, pics from my walk today!
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Meh... my feet in Water.
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Same river. But with bridge and town.
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I was "kneipen". If you don't know what that is, it's walking as slowly through icy water, barely more than 0°C warm. It helps your blood circulation....
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Just a rose.... a beautiful one...
The whole walk took me over an hour.
I'll work on an art trade now. I'm open for art trades, btw...
