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Return of the wolf....onlt i'm not alonepart23

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Chapter 23- Marli.

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Recap:

Maybe this guy is always going to turn you into a ball of mush Marli…. surprising you with his cheeky smiles and indescribable kisses.

All I hoped is that I could find a way for him to drown me in kisses forever without destroying us….

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After another two rounds I could feel myself itching to talk to Trey instead of sit and kill Zombies while he tortured me with his touch.

All my worst fears were swirling around in my head like a brewing storm, my mothers and uncle’s words echoing in my mind as I continued playing, Trey’s touch was driving me crazy.

I was torn between turning around and giving into every urge in my body that told me to kiss him, wrapping myself around him like a vine or to try and keep my head straight.

In the back of my mind I could feel my head thrumming with nerves…I had to break to him the bad news about our inconvenient ancestry.

Inconvenient.

More like a fricking train wreck.

I could feel my concentration on the game waning as my mind swirled like a shaken snow globe. I had too many thoughts rushing in my head, tangling together into one disastrous knot that was my life; I am next in line to inherit the Alpha position in one of the biggest packs of the USA….I can’t speak to my best friends….My family want to break up Trey and I …. And finally, If I let Trey become my mate, by accepting the man that is meant to stand by my side, to be my ‘one’ as he calls it, we would be irrevocably destroying the balance of the werewolf community.

Suddenly the happy endings that I had thought sounded so boring in fairytales seemed incredibly appealing….

All I could think about was Trey’s breath on my neck, his fingers trailing my arm leaving a line of sparks and the fact that this was torture – I couldn’t have him.

If what they said was true, I wasn’t meant to feel his arms around me, to hear his laughter and wake up to his smile…I wasn’t meant to feel a tranquil, complete happiness when I picture my life with him.

In the few days I had been home, the very idea of being without Trey now seemed wrong.

As if my whole body was telling me that it would almost kill me to be separated from him…

The thought of leaving him made my breath catch and my head hurt. I didn’t even want to think about the reality of actually being forbidden from seeing him.

“ Your loosing” Trey’s soft voice behind me. His hot breathe spread across the back of my neck and I had to repress a shiver – and it wasn’t of fear.

“ I don’t care.” I said under my breath, knowing he would be able to hear me as I half-heartedly jabbed on the remote.

My vision flickered to Blake who was silently eating, his eyes were on the screen but I could tell he was assessing whether he and Ryan should leave us alone.

Ryan, on the other hand was still fixated on the game, like he was attached to it for oxygen. It would have almost been funny if I weren’t so worried about how Trey would take the news, what we would do, if we could do anything…