Heaven Can Wait (Harry Styles & Ariana Grande Fanfiction//Hariana)

Ch. 9: All Bad

Harry's P.O.V

"You're so insecure. " I mumbled as I lost my grip on Ashley.

"Excuse me?!" She quickly snapped, her eyes piercing deep unto mine.

"We both know, you feel something for me! Admit it!" I let out desperatly.

"I have no idea what your talking about."

"C'mon! You know deep down you feel something too, like I do. "

"Bye Harry. " I heard her say as she quickly walked past me and down the hall back to the dining room........

She's seriously the death of me. I couldn't take this whole Harry crap anymore, sad part was, this was only day one. A burning sensation ran inside of me, that I just had to let out. I walked over to stand beside my window, looking out throught it, watching her from my room, as she slowly walked herself next door to her house, tears streaming down my eyes. I turned to lean back against the wall, my body slowly slipping down to the ground as I ran my hands through my curly brown hair fighting the urge to yell. My knuckles turned to fists as I hit the wall, feeling no pain. I hate this. I hate being Harry Fucking Styles. I hate this damn body I'm in. I got up and began pacing around my room crazily, thinking, just thinking. Next thing you know I was grabbing a notebook that lay on my bed, grabbed a pencil and wrote:

Your Insecure....

Dont know what for

Your turning heads when you walk through the door

Dont need make-up

To cover up

Being the way that you are is enough

I paused to think for a bit, thinking of a way of how to continue.

Everyone else in the room can see it

Everyone else but you...

"This is all you babe, all you. " I mumbled to myself, as I read what I had written over again.

Out of nowhere, Liam busted through my door, without a single knock, causing me to abruptly jolt up in my bed.

"DO YOU MIND KNOCKING!?" I yelled in annoyance.

"Maybe, and your girlfriend just left."

"I know Captain Obvious. " I growled."We had an argument. "

"Awwww! First fight?" He grinned.

"Shut up Liam. " I said, as I flicked him off, only causing him to pout.

"Make me!"

I glared at him evily. His annoying self wasnt helping with the situation.

"I thought so. What's that your writing?" He asked, pointing at my notebook that I was still holding.

"I don't know yet. " I mumbled shyly.

"A song?" He asked, as he quickly snatched the notebook out of my hands.

I stayed quiet. Silence engulfing the room. I watched as Liam skimmed through the page, nodding in understanding, yet it still bugged me that he was reading what I had written. My feelings. As he was about to say something, he was interupted by the sound of music coming next door. My head instataneously snapped towards a lit window, where right in front of me was my girl, dancing smoothly to the song 'Come and Get It'. A smile appeared on my face, all my worries were completly gone as I opened my window.

"Nice Moves!" I yelled across the window, bellowing in laughter.

Full of anger, I saw her bust her window open, cheeks red with embarrasment to the fact that I was watching her.