I sat on a chair while the rest of my band was moving around furnitures and shit to our new house. It'd been about two weeks since I got show and my band still wouldn't let me do anything even though I felt fine. So I just sat there… watching. It was so boring…
We'd went to California like we said that we would the day I got released from the hospital and wound a house the day after that! It was big and awesome and not so expensive since we was five people charing it.
"Oh no, Liz is bored", Matt said.
"How do you know that?" Joanna asked.
"She's looking around the room with her crazy eyes like she always does when she's bored", Seth said.
"I don't do that! I don't have crazy eyes!" I exclaimed. "And why is it 'oh no' that I'm bored?"
"You're a real pain in the ass when you're bored", JJ said.
"I'm not."
"You are. Why don't you do something instead of just sitting there?" Joanna asked.
"Because you won't let me help!" I said.
"Do something else. Get out of the house", Seth said and started to drag me towards the door.
"Okay okay I'll get out of here", I said and walked out through the door.
I just sat down on the ground outside the house. I didn't want to go anywhere right now because I would probably just get lost.
I lit a cigarette. It was really hot outside in the sun so I moved to the shadows. Now it was perfect.
Okay no, not really perfect. It would be perfect if Andy sat next to me. I didn't want to think about him but when I was alone was it difficult not to. I missed him so much and I did sort of want him back but I was so angry with him at the same time! I wouldn't take him back. I'd done that earlier and now he broke my heart again. He wouldn't get a chance to do that again.
It was just really hard to let him go…
Jake's POV
I walked on the bus to get Andy. We'd been calling him a million times to get him to come and dod the soundcheck but he never showed up.
He laid in his bed like always. That was all he did when we weren't on stage. Probably thinking about Liz.
It'd been two weeks now and he hadn't even tried to get over her. He just couldn't accept the fact that she wouldn't come back to him. He called and texted her all the time but she never answered me.
"Dude! Come on!" I said.
"What?" he asked and looked confused.
"Soundcheck! Remember?"
"Oh that's right… okay I'm coming", he mumbled.
I went back to the venue.
"Is he coming or what?" Ash asked.
"Yeah he's coming", I said and picked up my guitar.
"Finally!" CC said when he saw that Andy walked in through the door.
"Sorry I'm late" Andy mumbled.
We did the soundcheck and then went back to the bus to fix our warpaint. I could hear Andy curse every time he failed with the make-up and had to do it all over again. It happened quite often these days. He just couldn't concentrate.
The way he was now was starting to affect the band. He was all up in his own shit and never thought about about how we had it. The only time he actually spoke to us was when we were in front of the fans.
That was the only time he was like he used to. He would never disappoint the fans and didn't want them to see him like this so he did everything he could to seem as normal as he could.
"I'm so fucking tired of this bus!" Ashley whined when we sat on the couch and waited for Andy.
"I miss Sammi", Jinxx mumbled.
It was the last concert on this tour and everyone wanted to go home. It wouldn't be for so long though. We would just be home for a few weeks and then was it time for Warped Tour. We would also do some shows in our free time. The new album was coming out soon and we would do some free shows in Hollywood to promote it.
Andy's POV
It was the last day of this tour and I was really happy about that actually. It totally sucked when Liz wasn't here but what would I do? She didn't answer my calls or texts. I tried to explain to her a million times what had happened but nothing I said seemed to make her believe me.
All I could think of was Liz. She was always on my mind. How the fuck was I going to be able to get over her?
Maybe that was the problem. I thought about it too much. I wouldn't get over her id I thought about her all the time. I just had to decide to move on.
And that was what I was going to do. I was gonna go out there, do an awesome show and forget about Liz.
I walked out to the living room where the band was waiting for me.
"Come on! Let's do this thing!" I shouted and ran off the bus.
"What the fuck happened to him?" I could hear Jake say behind me as I ran towards the venue.
------- -------- --------
Check out my other story, Alexandria, too! It's kinda a BVB-fanfiction... more like a CC-fanfiction thing ;P
