"Where am I? Where in the world am I? All I can think is, "Trevor. Breathe. Find something familiar and follow that" but I answer that question with what? What am I supposed to find in this ghost town? Where am I? I know the louder I yell, the harder it is to escape. Maybe I am supposed to be here. Maybe this is hell....."
Ever just had one of those nights where all your fears and needs haunt you to a point of utter exhaustion and also sheer fear? Well for me, I know that the past few nights have been like that. I have woken up in my dark, damp and isolated hellhole wondering whether or not I will be able to escape anytime soon and when I actually will be dead. I know that's incredibly morbid but in my real reality, it's the only thing that is keeping me from going insane. She is still starving me and keeping me captive and I still haven't heard anything from Kian. I know that I came to the conclusion that he is most likely dead and from this, freer than me but there's a piece of me that is hoping that he is still somewhat alive and is going to write back sometime soon. Maybe I am kidding myself or maybe it's the delirium kicking in after being holed up here for 6 months now but honestly, all I want to do is find my escape and be free. I am over being held captive. I am finally wanting to give up. It is at this moment that I know how I can escape this prison and be free and to be honest, it's a place I never wanted to go to but I know that it's the only way out. I know what I need to do no matter how much it will hurt me. It's my turn to be free and to escape and this is the only way.
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Mistakes?- A Kevor Fan Fic
Fanfiction"When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When...
