Trevor's POV

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I need to quiet my mind and my thoughts. All of them are screaming and screaming and I am the master of puppets pulling the string tighter and tighter making them scream louder as I torture myself with all the questions and thoughts of what if and where the hell am I? Like I originally said, all I can see is white. But it's not heaven. Do gay people even go to heaven or is it something against religion or something to let someone who loves the same sex into heaven? With that thought, my mind begins to scream Kian's name and I know that as I fall to my knees, the tears falling silently down my face that I just want to know that he is alright and that he is safe because I'm not. I feel like I am trapped in some kind of limbo where I can't escape but I am not fully dead. I need answers about where I am and I know that as I walk towards the giant T.V. sitting in a quiet part of this white limbo that I am about to get those answers. My hand is shaking as I turn it on and I know that whatever it shows, it's going to change everything. I just know.


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