Ever woken up in hospital to the sound of someone sobbing silently in the corner? To be honest, I hadn't until I awoke and I saw my best friend, J.C sitting in the corner on a hard, plastic chair, the tears rolling silently down his face as he stared at the ground. I groaned slightly and he looked up and the expression I saw still shakes me to my core as I recount it today. It was a mixture of fear and sadness but relief. I remember J.C walking slowly up to me and giving me a massive hug. He was shaking. After holding me for a while, J.C took a step back and said to me: "Kian I thought you were dead. I got a phone call at 3am and all I heard was, 'your best friend has been in an accident and we need you to come as soon as you can'. All I remember is dropping my phone in slow motion and sitting numbly for a good minute before I pulled myself together. All I could think on the drive up here was, 'please don't die before I get there'. If you had of died before I got here, I don't know what I would have done. I probably wouldn't be standing here to be honest. But Kian. You're a fighter and I knew that you were the day I met you in L.A. You still mean a lot to me and please don't do this to me again. I can't lose you Kian." For those confused, J.C was my first boyfriend and the first person that I fell in love with that was a guy. We dated on and off for nearly 3 years and he was the first one that I kissed and the first person that I met in L.A. He was also by my side when I was in jail and I spent a lot of time on his couch when my mum kicked me out multiple times. What J.C meant by he couldn't lose me is because J.C too had overcome a drug addiction and had watched his ex-boyfriend before me overdose in front of him and it lead him into a dark and horrible place that he filled with drugs. I knew that in that moment that I had someone in my corner that was fighting for me. However, I still wanted to know if Trevor was okay and if he was alive because I was falling in love with him and I just wanted him to be safe. This was the last thought in my mind before I drifted to sleep, J.C snoring softly next to me.
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Mistakes?- A Kevor Fan Fic
Fanfiction"When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When...
