love at school

drunk party mistakes

Saturday night had arrived and i was ready to get seriously  drunk. I needed to stop thinking. I need to stop thinking about John and about his new girlfriend who i found out was called Trish. The past week was horrible seeing them both together seeing him kiss her when he should be kissing me. He was my first and he held a huge fraction of my heart and i was hurting so bad.

I was finally ready to go. my hair was down and curly and i wore a white short dress and i looked good and was ready to show John what he threw away.  I heard a loud knock and i ran down the stairs and opened it to see George there with his girlfriend Milly

" dad im away i will see you later i love you" i shouted closing the door quickly behind me and linked my arm threw Georges arm

" so are yous both ready to have fun?"

" damn right i am Tia" George said

" im just happy to be with my Geo bear" Milly said lovingly making George smile and place a tender kiss on her forehead and i felt incredibly lonely and the never ending pain i felt got stronger and i struggled to keep the tears out of my eyes.

I was glad to reach Paul's home to get some alcohol to numb this pain and when Paul opened the door i said a quick hello and walked straight to the kitchen where i poured myself a large glass of his dads whiskey and took a huge gulp of it and enjoyed the feeling of the liquid burning my throat and when i looked up i saw John staring at me his eyes wide they seemed to be exploring my body and i quickly turned my attention to Paul who had just walked into the room.

" Jee Tia ya thirty love" Paul laughed

" very i think i will be thirsty all night"

Johns new girlfriend Trish walked in and wrapped her slender body close to Johns and i suddenly felt ugly. Trish was beautiful the type of girl everybody would want and i paled in comparison.

The night was progressing and it was 11pm and i was so drunk and i noticed all night that John kept staring at me and i was beginning to annoy me. I walked into the living room and sat on Pauls knee as every seat was taken.

" ya comfy on my lap hun" Paul teased

" way to comfy Paulie"

Seeing the other boys with there girlfriends made me upset and seeing John kissing her was eating me alive

" why cant he love me Paul? why am i so unloveale" i asked Paul bursting into tears making everyone turn to look at me

" Tia hunny dont cry sweetie you are so easy to love come on im taking you away from all these staring eyes" paul said protectivly

Tia looked around to see everyone staring at her and saw Johns eyes full of concern and pity

Paul lifted her into his arms and Tia snuggled into his chest wanting to be invisable to everyone as she could not stop crying. He began to carry her out of the room when John jumped up and grabed a hold of pauls arm stopping him and making him turn around

" give her to me Macca she is pissed and emotional and your not going to take advantage" John quickly grabbed Tia and was now holding her in his arms his protectiveness in full force

"excuse me do you actually think  i was going to take advantage of her"

" yeah your a randy fucker and i know you like her"

" and so what if i do like her she is single now remember. and i was taking her away from you as you were upsetting her"

" how was i upsetting her"

" by parading your new bird in her face when she is still hurt by what you have done to her"

" i am here you know" Tia shouted quieting the 2 boys

" put me down John i dont want your hands on me"

John gently put her down

" and thanks to you John as Paul said im now single and can do whatever i want with whoever. John you have hurt me more than anyone has i was ready to tell you that it was you that i wanted it was always you but no you dumped me before i could tell you that and look how quick you replaced me but im done crying over you im done being hurt.

Tia walked over to Paul and began to kiss him while John could do nothing but watch and get angry