love at school

THE TRUTH IS REVEALED

A month has passed and none of the boys or Cynthia has spoken to me but i do not hate them for it i hate myself as i am the reason that they don't bother with me. i was hurting and angry and i pushed them away and now i don't know how to get them back as im to stubborn and every time i see them all together my hearts just stops and i freeze unable to stand how much it hurts to have lost all my friends.

I have not made any new friends i don't see the point there is no one that could make me feel as special as they all did.

the school bell rings making me jump out of my thoughts and the sound of the loud ringing made my ears hurt and i screwed up my face at the loud noise invading my ears

i packed up my school work and i made my way to the dinner hall and i grabbed a tray and decided to have a sandwich and a yogurt and i went and sat down on a table on my own when Paul and John and George walked into the hall laughing and pushing each other and once they got their lunch's they sat at the table opposite. Being so close to them and hearing them laughing with each other felt like a stab wound in my heart and i felt like i wanted to cry but if i did i would not stop. 

I was about to leave the table and go and sit under my tree in the school yard when Aaron the school heart throb came and sat beside me.

Aaron was the boy all the girls wanted and he is the boy that a certain John lennon hates he would often make little comments about how he thinks hes gorgeous and how he was flirting with cyn and he hated him.

I looked up at him wondering why the hell is he sitting across from me we have never spoken to each other we havent even looked in each others direction before and i certainly do not fancy him"

" Hello er" he said not knowing how to finish the sentence as he did not know my name

" Tia"

"that's a pretty name are you new here"

" no i have been here all year" i say not amused

" wow how could i have not seen such a beauty as yourself"

" maybe because you always have your tongue rammed down some poor girls throat" i say getting impatient

" oh i would say they are lucky if they make contact with my tongue" he winks at me and i shudder he is a creep 

" lucky ain't the word i would use i would say they would be scared for life"

" you have some attitude on ya love"

" yeah and i only use it when creeps are around"

Aaron leans close to my face his eyes look dead he has no emotion in them which makes me feel uneasy

" well i might have told you a little white lie we have met before" he sneered at me

" no we haven't you freak"

" oh we have we met one Friday night in a alleyway you weren't to friendly that night either" he said with laughter filling his voice as he spoke and my eyes went wide with shock and fear

" what that was you"

" oh yes I'm just disappointed that that wannabe teddy boy lennon came to your rescue but i see your not friends anymore so he wont be there to protect you next time" 

My whole body began to shake i did not want him to see that i was scared but my body had other idea's and i look over to the table to John to see that he is staring back at me

" what do you mean next time?"

" oh i always get what i want mostly the girls i want are willing but your not so i will meet you again sometime and we will finish what we started"

i stand up and walk over to him and i shout so loudly my throat began to tighten up

" WE WILL NOT MEET AGAIN DO YOU UNDERSTAND YOU WILL LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND YES I KNOW ME AND JOHN DON'T SEEM TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE BUT I DON'T NEED HIM TO PROTECT ME ALRIGHT YOU DIRTY FUCKER. WHERE DO YOU GET OFF SCARING ME LIKE THIS HUH YOU HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME. YOU MAY NOT HAVE RAPED ME THAT NIGHT BUT I HAVE BEEN THAT SCARED AND THAT ANGRY I HAVE LOST ALL MY FRIENDS. AND YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO COME UP TO ME AND TELL ME YOU WILL FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED." I begin to cry everything he said just sinking in 

 John came storming over to Aaron and got in his face

" so your the dirty fucker that tried to rape Tia huh well im telling you if you so much as breath on her again and i promise your family will be visiting you in a box" he sneers his voice full of hatred

I ran out of school and sat under the tree with my head in my hands and i cried

" Tia" i heard a familiar voice say

" hi Paul" i say sniffing 

He sat down beside me and held my hand

" why didn't you tell me about what happened to you?"

" because i was to angry and confused i did not want you feeling bad for me then us being awkward so i thought if i pushed you all away from me i would spare you's having to deal with me as i was bad company"

" i have thought you hated me because of that night and what John told you"

" well i was but what Aaron nearly did to me kinda put that out of my mind"

" i can't believe he did that i knew he was a swine but i did not think he was capable of trying that"

" he said he will finish what he started" i cried feeling scared again

Paul pulled me into a hug and i felt safe again

" he won't get near you i promise me and John and George will protect you i swear"

" oh my god John what has he done" i shout jumping away from Paul's arms

" well he punched Aaron so hard he flew onto our table and landed in Georges lunch" Paul laughed

" oh poor George he hates when people mess with his food"

" i know George stood up and punched him and told him that's for hurting my little sister and he hit him again and said and that's for ruining my lunch" Paul laughed and i joined him

" where are they now"

" there all in the prinible's office"

" i hope they don't get into trouble"

" i have missed you Tia i have missed being with you staying away from you was torture we have all found it hard especially Cyn"

" i have missed you's all as well but i was to stubborn to say sorry"

" well you don't need to we will all be here for you now the gang is back together" he cheers and i pull him into a hug

It felt nice to have him back again 

finally i was back where i belonged

THE END

ONLY JOKIN ITS NOT THE END :P