love at school

being with mr popular

I walked into the school holding Paul's hand and i love being with him and the feeling of his skin touching mine gives me goosebumps but the only thorn in this situation is since Paul is in a band he is super popular a real lady's man. I get jealous when a girl decides to hug him or when a girl reaches over and plays with his hair and i see these girls pawing at my boyfriend and they are beautiful girls. Paul could be with any women and he is stuck with this ugly one.

Im scared in case he gets bored of me and leaves me for a pretty girl so i have been cutting down on the food i eat and i try and make myself look pretty. Plus being with a man that every one wants brings out the girls claws and they like to make nasty comments about me. normally i just laugh it off and but it has been getting to me. im always being called fat and im paranoid.

I met Paul outside my science class and he took my hand and i smiled at him and he leaned over and kissed me and i blushed

" i made you blush again: he teased

" i can't help it " i giggle 

We walk up to the canteen 

" im going to go and grab us a seat" i say breaking my hand away from Pauls

" aren't you getting any lunch love?"

" no i ain't hungry"

Paul raised his perfectly shaped eyebrows at me 

" you haven't been hungry all week"

" i ain't really much of a afternoon eater"

" recently it seems you are not much of a eater full stop"

" don't be silly i eat loads im away to get this table " i say moving towards the table before Paul could ask me any more questions 

" alright bitch face" i hear the voice of lennon 

" alright Winston"

  John sat down next to me and smiled at me

" John why are you smiling at me your making me nervous "

" oh charming i was being nice"

" well dont be its disturbing"

" the thing is me and ole Mimi had a  argument last night"

" what again" i interrupt him while Paul sits on the seat on the other side of me

" yeah well i told her i had a girlfriend just to annoy her and she called my bluff and asked to meet her"

" wait Mimi actually asked for you to bring a girl home she is normally throwing them out of her home" i say shocked

" yeah i know" John laughs

" wait you have a girlfriend why haven't i met her. John you have just broke up with Cynthia 2 weeks ago and you now have someone else"

" me and Cynthia are talking again which is good but anyway that's the point i don't have a girlfriend and she is expecting me to bring a girl home tonight"

" your fucked john your gonna have to come clean and tell her you don't"

" well this is where you come in. you could pretend to be my girl for tonight"

I looked at Paul who was giggling and i looked back at john like he had lost his marbles

" are you being serious you want me to be your fake girlfriend"

" yeah come on be a mate." he said doing his puppy dog look

" alright ill do it but this is a one off Winston"

" you know i normally feel a girls tits on a first date" he winked

" well your hands wont be any where near my boobs i can assure you 

Looks like ill be Lennons fake girlfriend for the night