Stiles// suicide

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Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up.

So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time.

You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.

A few hours later, your little brother Liam knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready.

You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed passed out, the screams for your mom

Your mom runs to your room to see if your . She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it.

Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name

Your brother, runs to go tell Dad that "y/n won't wake up."

Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry.

Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves.

Coach thinks he was too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, Stiles, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you because he didn't want to see you get hurt.. He can't handle it.

He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your pack?

They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late.

And your best friend Lydia? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad... Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor.

Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral.

The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still cant comprehend the fact that you killed yourself.

It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days.

It's two years later.

Your Coah quit his job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself.

Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried...

your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide.

Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. And thinks what did becon hills do to make her baby kill herself.

If you or anyone you know wants to commit suicide, please talk to someone. There are and infinite amount of people who care and who are there for you.💔
(Btw this is not my original work. It was originally and anonymous article in Facebook that I took and tweeked a bit so it was Teen Wolf)

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