Dylan O'brien Imagines

Dylan// let me go

Song: This is gospel (acoustic) by Panic! AT The Disco

This Is Gospel

Panic! at the Disco

LYRICS

This is gospel for the fallen ones
Locked away in permanent slumber
Assembling their philosophies
From pieces of broken memories

  You didn't want to believe that you and Dylan's relationship was broken. There was too much history, too many  memories.

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

Your heart was for him and him only, he had swept you off your feet all those years ago and you had been inseparable since. But there was too much distance and too little words. Yes, you loved each other but you knew that you could have tried harder. He could have tried harder.

The gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds
But they haven’t seen the best of us yet
Your once happy relationship had blossomed into a messy angry one. The two of you were going down a dangerous path, and both of you were too stubborn to let go.

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go

You knew he wanted to be free of this pain you were both enduring. Free of the pain that came with you...  You knew that if you loved him you would let him go, but you just couldn't bring your self to set him free.

‘Cause these words are knives that often leave scars

He was always gone filming somthing, and when he was at home the two of you would always fight. You knew that if he said the words he so desperately wanted to say then you would be broken.

The fear of falling apart

Even though you and Dylan were the definition of a toxic relationship, you loved him more than anything, he had came into your life when you were in a dark place and he helped you, pulled you out of your downward spiral,  then you fell in love. You thought the two of you would be together forever, but apparently fat.e had another plan.

And truth be told, I never was yours

What really hurt like a bitch was watching him fall in love with Britt. You saw the way they looked at each other. He looked at her the same way he had looked at you so many years ago. You would sit in your room crying untill he came home, then you would perk up and pretend to be okay but deep down the both of you knew you were not.

The fear, the fear of falling apart
When Dylan eventuality left you for Britt you didn't know what you'd do. As of now he was attracted to her and he was still leading you around in front of the cameras like the perfect little couple you were supposed to be.

Don’t try to sleep through the end of the world
Bury me alive
'Cause I won’t give up without a fight

You Could say you tried, you tried everything to get him to love you again but it just wasn't gonna work. He loved her and you were in a messy relationship with a man who loved another.

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
‘Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

You knew what you had to do. So one day, after you saw him and Britt kissing behind a trailer you calmly sat down on the couch and took Dylan's hand.
"Dylan I will a-always love you." You said choking back a sob. "But we can't do this anymore. This is Toxic, maybe not in the beginning but now it is..... I see the way you look at her Dylan... You are in love with her. You don't love me anymore..... and that's okay. I just want you to be happy." You chuckled and wiped your tears.

"I'm gonna move back into my apartment. I rented it out again... be happy Dylan." You then stood up and walked away leaving him speechless.

Oh, the fear of falling apart
Oh, the fear, the fear of falling apart

You aren't scared anymore. Ya, it hurt like a bitch. But you knew you'd be okay. You knew you would find love again and you knew Dylan would be happy. And that's all you wanted. All you needed.