Friends with Benefits

chapter 16-Fuck you,I really don't care

(Jake's p.o.v)

"After an exhausting day of classes,I wasn't feeling uP for any tryouts and frankly I wasn't one to steal the spotlight,but I do unconsciously,I know if I did go for the tryout,I would totally get in and then I'll be the center of attraction,I wasn't ready for all that mumble jumble.I decided to take a quick bite at the cafeteria,I ordered my food and was going to the squads normal siting place where I spotted only hayley there.Immediately my heart started beating,I didn't know why ,it was as though I just ran a marathon,I spoke to myself,get a grip man.I walked slowly to where she was and called her hayley,she didn't hear,hayls she didn't still hear me until I tapped her and she jolted up from her seat and screamed.I could swear that people paused from what they were doing and started looking in our direction."

"What the heck Jake she said."

"Am sorry baby,I still love you,I said grinning at her."

"What?? She Said."

"I signaled her that people was watching and before I knew it she got up and stood on the table top."

"What are you all looking at,you enjoying the show???."

"Immediately people started scrambling here and there and went back to their normal doings."

"Waow there girl ..what's got you in such a mood I asked her."

"She looked at me with a deadly squize on her face

You wanna know Jake??."

"She didn't even let me reply."

"Everything got me in this mood,the fact that my mind is on edge right now,and I can't figure out my life right now..you wanna know what happened yesterday??,I kissed Desmond and I liked it,I like him but because of my friends that got me up in this mess ,she gestured to me and herself,I can't think of what to do,you too.And suddenly she paused..then back up again,I dunno what to do jake,I really fucking don't,now if you would be so kind,leave me the hell alone."

"I was beyond posses now,I didn't do anything to her,just a friendly talk I was trying to make and she's putting all her baggage on me,Wtf is up with that..And then it crossed my mind on what she said,she kissed Desmond and she liked it,she likes him,that set me on edge and before I knew it,I was talking ,I couldn't even believe the words coming out from ny mouth."

"What hayley,why are you dropping this bomb on me like it's my fault,am I the one who was so desperate to get with someone that my friends had to help me,no I answered,I was dragged into this too,what?.you think I'd want to stick around and be with a nerd like you??,I really couldn't care less,if not for justin,I would be with some chick right now having a good time,instead I have to be here and be your fucking friends with benefits guy,what,you think I don't have a life of my own too??,you think I don't like someone else too,or you think the world revolves around you and your pretty little skin,no,it dosen't and you know what you can be with the demond guy for all I care,the only reason am not calling this shit off right now is because of justin,I couldn't care less you hear me,fuck you,I really don't care atall."

"I didn't know she was already crying and now I knew I had over done it,how could I possibly fix this."

"She looked at me with her small frame as tears prickled down her cheeks and said.

"You are free to go,I never asked you to stay Jake and with that she picked up her bag and walked away."

"I watched her as she retreated with her small frame.I didn't know that people had been listening,I guess I was raising my voice..the words hit me like an avalanche."

"What have I done I asked my self,running my hand through my hair in frustration,I was feeling angry inside,I felt like burning myself to ashes,with all that,I throw my untouched food away and banged the table so hard ,my knuckles started to bleed and frankly I couldn't care less,I was thinking of how I could possibly fix this mess,her last words ran through my mind over and over again.

"You are free to go,I never asked you to stay Jake."

"Fuck I didn't want to go,I wanted to stay now more than ever,what have I done..I hurt hayley,she cried because of me,am such a big idiot,I hurt her feelings, now she hates me,she fucking Hates me and now I love her..I Jake was now inlove with the nerdy hayley and it took me a fight with her to realise that,we have been together for 4months and it has been the best time of my life so far,every moment and second I spent with her I treasure it,I love hayley,I love her ..God am a mess.I have to fix this."

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