Friends with Benefits

chapter 33-it sucks being away from him

(Hayley's p.o.v)

I woke up to the reality of giving my bestfriend in the whole world space,time apart,which hurts my heart just thinking about it...I got up and saw Justin still asleep,I looked at him,his face was pale but not too pale,his lips were pink and swollen, I smiled just thinking about last night, his nose and chin was perfectly sculptured,he had long lashes,his hair was all over the place,falling to his eyes,he looks so peaceful,how did i not notice all this about my bestfriend before?,it's as though am seeing him for the very first time..how weird!,anyways i'll miss him a lot,I mean its not like were never going to be bestfriends again,we would still be bestfriends but for sometime, we needed to stay away and figure ourselves out,we definitely would call and chat and see perhaps but to be able to sleep in his apartment again without any awkward tension in the air,and us maybe trying to kiss each other again.
I quickly got out of the bed,took my bath,made coffee for both of us and slight shook him to wake up but he just ignored me .

Justinnnnn,get your ass up.

Leave me alone he groaned and fell right back to sleep.

Oh no you don't mister,up,up,get the fuck up.

I don't want to, he whinned like a little baby.

Ughhh,fine.

He taught I was gone as I stayed quiet,he turned and open his eyes and saw me.

Ha,now get up before this hot coffee drinks you and not the other way around.

Fine he huffed.

He took the coffee and drank from it,smiling with everything he's got,it was a beautiful smile,a smile that warms my heart.

I should,uh,get going Justin.

But, but,but,I thought it was later in the evening.
I rolled my eyes as I watched him whine.

No,its now plus Jake told me he's back so I'll be meeting up with him really soon.

I could still feel tension in the air,as thick as a fog,he looked away immediately I was done talking,an emotion flashed his eyes ,and as soon as it came,it was gone like I had imagined it..he's eyes were darker now,shielding me from reading him.

Fine,you can go.

Justin. I sighed. This is for the best you know that and besides you need to work things out with Temi ,stop keeping her in the dark okay,she loves you and I know you do,don't let this get in the way.