Just do not be
Waves of sadness overflow my heart
I tumble, no care at all for a new start
Buried under autumn leaves
I hug the soil, knowing deeper so much the sweeter to beI hear a voice over looking me
Don't be like that!
Get up and carry on
Enough of the silly sadness lets move on...I am anxious I say
Why they all ask, what's up with you?
Not a thing, why nothing at all
Then don't be like that, DO NOTI think of ropes, of tall building and fires
I think of ending it all, got no desire
You think I enjoy this feeling that death holds
The answer is always, don't be like thatHow can such educated ones be such fools?
Do they think we choose the sadness, our ugly muse?
Do they think we chose the darkness and to always lose?
Shaking with anxiety, I can hardly but moveDon't be like that echoing in me ears
See a doctor about all these fears?
All I see is the empty glass
Wishing it full, with two more pills to blastNo one really cares about you
I am sure for me this is true
When I was dead, after months I was blue
A year later someone opened the door
I kid you not, they looked and stared
Why did he have to do a thing like that?
From the depths of hell, I laughed and I spatBefore the killing of a thousand deaths
I broke a leg and walked slow at best
They all showed concern, said what can I do?
If they can see the wound
Apparently they may care for you
I replied with a bitter taste from my insidesDon't be like that
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Things unsaid
PuisiThis is honestly just gonna be a bunch of poetry (?) AKA random thoughts from my notes😅