Things unsaid

Contradiction

You say that to you I am perfect
That you adore me
That everything about me is wonderful
That you wouldn't change a thing
However,
You contradict yourself.

When you ask me
"What do you want from this?"
And I answer with
'It's almost 1am. Let's talk about this later'
You instantly assume that means no
I ask you not to put words in my mouth
So you laugh and say
"But your mouth is so cute"

When I'm sarcastic you say that it's sexy
But if I say something you might not like
I'm an asshole

I often spew statistics
Facts
And generalizations about psychology
Or how people tend to think
You say
"I'm not everyone else. Just stop talking."
It pisses you off.

I don't think you know the meaning of perfection
Or adoration
Or even to leave something EXACTLY
How it is
Wanna know what I really think?

I think that you don't like me
I believe that you like the idea of me
The idea of a girl who's
Smart
(But not overly)
Sassy
(Within reason)
Sarcastic
(Not towards you)
And strong willed
(Kinda...but must listen)

That is not who I am.
Those parenthesis do not apply to me
The way I am is who I am

I am kyla.
I am not normal
I don't fit stereotypes
And I definitely
Will never
Change who I am for someone else.
(Especially not some guy)