Things unsaid

Questions

Was I just something to play with when you were bored?
Did you intend to fuck me up this badly?
Do you even know what you've done to me?
I'm fucked up.
I haven't been able to sleep more than an hour at a time.
My nightmares all seem to have a common theme
You.
You leaving.
Me being alone again.
Being left to build my walls back up.
Reenforcing them this time.
Because there won't be a next time.
No one else is allowed in.
Even if I do end up loving again, they won't fit.
There isn't room
You took it all.
We're not even going to talk about the fact that you make it look so easy.
You found someone new.
Someone, no doubt, better
I'm sorry...