She Is My Sanity (Futanari) •

I Love All Of You

-2 Weeks Later
Blair's P.O.V

It had been two weeks since I've seen my Janey, since I've touched her, felt her under my fingertips, kissed her soft lips, hear her sweet melodious laugh, see her beautiful smile and blue eyes. And throughout those two weeks I have become more miserable then ever.

Since those two weeks I have knocked on her door every morning and every late afternoon when I get off work asking to see her and as always it's her Aunt or Chloe telling me she needs time and each time they close the door on me I felt myself spiraling into that deep dark hole even more.

I was now in my room and skipped knocking on Janey's door and now I have a bottle of Jack Daniels in my hand staring at it with I'm assuming no emotions with in me. I closed my eyes and immediately a memory is playing behind my eyelids and I sigh, lifting the bottle to my lips taking a chug out of it and smile indulging myself in the memory.

"Are you a pussy?"

Janey teases softly and looking at me playfully while I still crossed my arms and shook my head, we were at this beautiful land that has millions of sunflowers everywhere! It's so beautiful and even more so because I'm here with the most beautiful girl.

"Baby! Please?" Janey then whined and she gripped my shirt, putting out her bottom lip and made those puppy dog eyes and I felt myself die and go to heaven and of course I couldn't say no to her.

"What if I drop you?" I whispered while sheepishly scratching my neck but she threw her head back and let out that beautiful laugh, crinkling her eyes and god she sent shivers through my body.

"When you asked me out, I knew you will never let me fall. So please? It will be a romantic memory" she then whispers at the end and softly kissed my cheek. I then gave in, playfully rolling my eyes and she giggled and I took my phone out, looked through my music list and started playing the dirty dancing, she squealed and moved away from me about 10 feet away.

"Is it at that part yet?" She adorably yelled and I shook my head still shocked she's with me. God I love her. When it came to the part, I told her to start running and she happily ran towards my stretched arms and my bent knees and she jumped onto me and my hands went to her hip and I used my knees pushing up and lifting her up into the position as dirty dancing as the song replayed around us and her melodies laugh.

"I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
and I owe it all to you"

I twirled us and looking up at Janey while she spread her arms wide breathing in the air and I smiled completely in love. I slowly brought her down and moved my lips against hers to which she moaned and softly kissed me..

*KNOCK KNOCK*

I am brought back by a loud knocking on my door and me being drunk off this Jack Daniels and I groaned and the knocking continues, it was hurting my head the noise so with one more chug I stagger my way to the door while holding the bottle and once I reached the door I laid my forehead on the door and immediately the knocking continues and I immediately wince..

"Staph!"

I drunkenly yelled "Fuck" I heard a voice on the other end that sounds like Blue. I opened the door might I add it had been a couple of try's to find the door knob but once I opened it I was pushed back and I stagger back like I was falling into that hole..that dark hole and I scrunch my face up ready to be enveloped in it.