Training Wheels {Zerkaa}

{Chapter Thirty Five}

//A Year Later..\\

"Josh! Put me down!" I squeal as Josh picks me up and runs around with me in his arms.

I'm swung off from Josh back and onto the couch. I laugh hard as Josh's fingers squeeze my skin causing me to gasp.

"Joshy, stop!" I say, laughing and wanting air.

Josh stops after a little while. He brings his face close to mine. I feel his hot breath against my skin. Our lips ghost over each other's. We haven't done this in a while. Like, we haven't had a moment where it's just me and Josh.

Once our lips touch, my stomach aches. A smile appears across my face. I run my fingers through Josh's hair as Josh rubs my hips gently. I pull Josh closer so our stomachs are touching. Josh bites my bottom lip as he pulls away, breaking contact. A frown replaces my bright smile.

"I've missed this." Josh confirms, pecking my pink puckered lips.

"Me too, Joshy. I love you." I agree.

"I love you too, kitten." Josh chuckles.

Josh lays still on my collapsed body. He rests his head on my shoulder and breathes hard on my neck as I tread my fingers in his hair. I kiss his forehead and stare up at the ceiling.

"Josh," I call.

"Yes Ellie?" Josh replies.

I smile at the sound of his voice. That's all I need. Him. I smell the air, his scent feels my nostrils. He smells good. He sounds soothing.

"What is it?" Josh asks, looking up at me with innocent eyes.

"Oh, um, nothing. I just wanted to hear your voice." I confess.

Josh glances up at me. He just stares at me in a loving way.

"What?" I giggle.

"Nothing, you're just so beautiful." Josh comments.

I give him a smile. It's a small smile. Yet such a little smile, it makes him smile to.

"And I'm happy you're mine." Josh adds causing me to blush and hide my face into his hair.

I feel Josh hold my hand and interlock our fingers tightly. I glance down at our hands. Josh shifts up so our faces are inches apart.

"I love you so much that it hurts Joshy. Never leave me." I coo.

"I wasn't thinking planning to ever leave you. I have no excuse to." Josh implies.

I softly press my lips on Josh's. I grab him carefully but roughly. I whimper quietly as Josh is now on top of me, pressing his crotch tightly on mine. Josh licks my bottom lip and we fight for dominance but, obviously, Josh wins. I hold on the collar of his shirt as he explores my mouth.

I feel Josh lift me up and carry me to his bedroom. Are we really doing this? Am I ready? Most importantly, is he ready?

Josh places me down softly onto the bed, not breaking contact. He removes his lips from mine and starts to kiss my jawline, down to my collarbone. He softly sucks onto the skin, enough to make me breathe out hard moans.

"Josh." I whimper, clinging onto his hair.

Josh slowly lifts my top over my head and places it on the ground. He leaves a trail of kisses on my breasts, down to my stomach. Josh removes his own shirt before connecting his lips back with mine.

"Are you sure you want this?" Josh whispers.

"I'm positive." I whisper back. Josh smiles and kisses my forehead.

"I'll go slowly." Josh promises.

I nod slowly and watch him remove my clothing, touching me with care.

When Josh went over to grab a condom, but I stopped him.

"We don't need it, I'm on the pill." I tell him.

Josh chuckles slightly before moving towards me. Josh leans over me, one hand on my knee, and the other pushing down on the pillow.

"Ready?" Josh questions.

"Yes, Joshy." I reply.

Josh slowly pushes himself into my vaginal area. I let out a moan at the feeling of Josh inside me. He feels, uh, big. More bigger than the other guys I've been with.

After a few seconds of slight pain, I start to feel pleasure. Josh presses his lips against mine as I pull him close till our bodies are intertwine.

Josh starts to thrust at a pleasurable pace. He seems to take care with his hands and movement. He's not going too fast or too hard. After all, it's our first time together, I don't want it to be rough, and neither does he.

"Ah, Joshy." I moan loudly, panting into the crook of his neck.

I feel a knot start tighten in my stomach at the pleasure as Josh hits my g-spot.

"Uh Josh, go a little faster." I beg, grabbing ahold of his neck and crying with pleasure.

Josh quickens as he hears my words. I bite my lip as Josh kisses my cheek and pants into my ear.

"Uh, fuck." Josh grunts as I feel him cum along with me.

I close my eyes and catch my breath. Josh pulls out and lays beside me, covering us with the white, cold bed cover. I turn and press my back against Josh's chest.

"I love you, Joshy." I smile.

"I love you more." Josh replies, kissing my neck and snuggling into my skin.

I smile and close my eyes.

I'm happy.