다칠 준비가 돼 있어 (I'm Ready to Get Hurt On and On)

Only U

(5 Years Later)

"Taekwoon, are you home?" Wonshik's voice rang through the house. Before I could respond, feet pattered against the stone floor. "Appa!" Minnie and Lyn ran to their father, who scooped them up. "Why is umma upset?" Lyn asked him. "What do you mean umma's upset?" they shrugged before squirming out of his arms. "Taekwoon, are you okay?" he wrapped his arms around me and laid his head on my shoulder. "Get off of me." I walked away from him. "What is wrong?" 

"Are you sleeping with Eunbi?" he paused. "Girls, go help grandma in the garden." Minnie and Lyn hurried to put on their shoes and ran out the back door. "Taekwoon, what are you talking about?" "After I picked the twins up, the bitch was standing outside by the car. She said that she was pregnant with your child." Glass shattered across the room. Bora stood at door, a pot at her feet. Jaejoong came hurrying down the stairs. "What is going on?" The tension in the air was thick. "How would she know where they go to school?" my claws scratched my palms. "Taekwoon, I don't know, honestly. I haven't spoken to her since I dumped her." Jaejoong stepped fully into the kitchen with Bora. "Can one of you please explain what is going on?" Jaejoong asked again. "Eunbi was at the kids school this afternoon and... she's saying that she is pregnant." Anger flared up in his eyes, as he reached out and grabbed Wonshik by his collar. "What do you mean she is pregnant? I thought you dropped those girls once the twins were born." 

"I did. Listen, the only time that I have seen her after they were born was when she showed up to the company last month and when she did, I had her thrown out. I don't know how she found out about where the girls go to school, it was no one's business where the went to school. Taekwoon, I swear she is lying to you." I rolled my eyes and started to walk out of the kitchen. To think I had good news to tell him. He can kiss my ass. I stepped past Bora and Jaejoong before loosing my footing slightly, my vision dancing. "Taek, are you okay?" Bora asked, steadying me. "Taekwoon..." Wonshik called but I waved him off. He turned his head upwards, sniffing the air. I reached the steps before my vision started to blur again, everything quickly turning black.

[Darkness]

"Umma, wake up. Lyn threw a shovel at me." my head was pounding and Hyomin's voice wasn't helping. "Hyomin, please leave your mother alone, he needs to rest. Hyolyn, how would you feel if Hyomin threw a shovel at you? You wouldn't like, now would you? Apologise and go wash your hands, you're not going back outside." Wonshik said. Hyomin went back outside with silent footsteps as Hyolyn stomps became louder. "Hyolyn cut it out." she jumped, not expecting me to be awake. 

"Taekwoon, when were you going to tell us that you were pregnant?" I smiled slightly. "I had found out today and was going to say something over dinner but I was kind of annoyed. How did you guys find out?" Hyolyn returned from washing her hands and crawled onto her grandfather's lap, curling into a ball. "Wonshik noticed that you smelled the same way you did when you were pregnant with the twins." I looked over to Wonshik, who sat at the floor beside me. I ran my hand through his hair before yanking it. "I'm still mad at you. I don't want to see her around my kids again, do you understand me?" he smiled, nodding his head. "I promise."

(Next Day)

"How are you feeling today Mrs. Park? Did your husband stop by yet?" Mrs. Park is 95 years old and by far one of my favorite patients. She checks on me more than I check on her some days. "I can breathe a lot easier today and Iseul just left a few minutes ago. He said he might bring my grandkids by but you know memory starts to get a bit funky the older you get." I smiled nodding while checking the clipboard on the end of her bed. She in for whooping cough but due to her age, she was admitted. She and Iseul have been together for around 70 years. Couples like them honestly give me hope for me and Wonshik, if he stopped fucking around at least. "Mrs.Park, it says here that your blood sugar was low. Did you eat lunch?" She shook her head. "The food was not real food. It looked like cardboard and I couldn't eat it." I sighed as I sat on the edge of her bed. "Mrs. Park, you know that it is dangerous for you not to eat with you diabetes. At your age, you can not afford to skip any meals. I would like to keep you around for as long as possible." She smiled and placed a hand on top of mine. "Don't worry about me, I have lived a long life." I shook my head. "Don't say that. You haven't lived enough. Sit tight and I'll get you something myself." She smiled again, thanking me.

 I went down to the cafe in the lobby and grabbed her food when my phone rang. "Hello?" I held the phone between my shoulder and ear, bowing to the cashier. "We're sorry to interrupt you Mr. Jung but we're there was an accident." I stopped. "What do you mean?" "You see, we were outside for recess and the lady that was here yesterday, sh-" "I thought you told you not to let her on that property! Are my kids okay?" she started to panic even more. "Alpha, she tried to grab the kids and run. We were able to get them away from her and they are currently in an ambulance coming to the hospital you work at."