That one word what changes lifes. (Nicholas mcdonald fanfic)

Night before and bootcamp :D

-- A few week later --

Jess pov

I was sitting on my bed with my mini mouse pjs on and listening to music I was humming gently.

Tomorrow was bootcamp so I hat to be up early it was only 5pm now so I had about 3-4 hours until I could go to sleep. So I could get up early

I logged into my twitter and tweeted

"bootcamp tomorrow still can't beleave I got this far" and then I get a few tweets back

from @minimouse "@thesingingqueen I saw you audition and it was amazing you deserve to go all the way good luck tomorrow"

From @thesingingqueen

"@minimouse firstly love your user name I love mini mouse and thank for the good luck xx"

From @cocopops

"@thesingingqueen You are amazing singer you deserve to go far. Good luck tomorrow"

From @thesingingqueen

"@cocopops thanks for the good luck and thanks for saying I'm an amazing singer xx"

I had load more but I only replyed to them two before I went to bed I tweeted "thanks evreyone for the good luck tweets I'll tweet tomorrow but for now I'm going to bed" I then set my alarm and cuddle down into my warm bed and instently fall asleep. But I fell straight into a nightmare

--nightmare--

I was out in the back garden and Remi walked in with Stephanie, Ellie, xenon, stella, Gemma and bethanie, I didn't know what was going to happen I was scared, they just started pushing me and punching me and calling me names and saying I was no good it was horrible I hated it,

I woke up crying and then stoped and went back to sleep into the same nightmare I just couldn't escape it.

--- the next morning ---

I woke up at 6 and hoped into the shower and did my normal routine then I ran back to my room in my towel and chose what've wanted to wear. I chose a black and white dress which didn't show how thin I was and i put leggings in with ballet flats again and

I sat at my dressing table I brushed my hair and then put it into a side ponytail and put my daisy headband in and then I did my make up, It was just natural I couldn't be asked to put a lot of make up on.

I looked at myself I still looked a mess I put by butterfly cardigan on and then a hoddie I didn't want my scars on show.

When I was ready I walked downstairs and into the kitchen , I pored myself a glass of milk and drank it and hen I was ready mum drove me to where we had to go and then she left again, but I was fine with it. Or well I thought I was fine with it.

I was sat back stage for bootcamp, I was singing 'count on me by Bruno Mars' this song meant a lot to me, it was dedicated to nan if anyone asks why I'm singing it I will just say ' it's for my nan' and smile or try and smile,

"Jessica Blake" i was called through to the stage, when I walked up I saw a lot of people, the nurves hit me, I was the first girl up

"Hello sweetie have you been practicing since the last time we saw you" Nicole asks me smileing

"I've been practicing everyday since the first audition, I've not done anything else" I say truthfully

"What you going to sing for us sweetie" Nicole asks me.

"I'm going to sing count on me by Bruno Mars" I say thinking of my nan.

"That's a great song do you have a reason for chooseing it" Louie asks and I let a tear fall.

"I chose the song because it represents me and my nan, and I've dedicated it to her" I say wiping the tear away.

"When your ready" Nicole says

I look at the music player person and put a thumb up and he plays the music

"

Oh uh-huh

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it

I can count on you like 4, 3, 2

You'll be there

'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah

If you're tossin' and you're turnin'

And you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Every day I will remind you

Oooh

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it

I can count on you like 4, 3, 2

You'll be there

'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Ooooooh, oooohhh yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You know...

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it

I can count on you like 4, 3, 2

You'll be there

'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Ooooooh, oooohhh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you"

I finish singing and the music is stopped. There were cheering all around the arena stage and it was amazing

"That was amazing you were great" Louie says

"I think you will make it straight to the end" Sharon says to me

"For a sixteen year old you were amazing I know I said this in your audition but it was amazing" Gary says

"Sweetie you were amazing as usual, it was great, I think you need to get your confidence up more though but you are amazing I need to have you on my team, so go and sit on the chair" Nicole says and I smile

"Thank you so much" I say and walk over to the chairs and sit there nurvesley I was really proud of myself it was amazing. I was so happy.

The chairs soon filled up and then then it was the other groups and then we were told about the judges houses when it would Brit was next week and we had to be at Nicole's by Monday. I was so exited but on the other had I was scared, I have never been away from home but I will be fine I think