That one word what changes lifes. (Nicholas mcdonald fanfic)

Meeting cheryl cole :-)

This chapter is dedicated to @scherzygirl she gave me loads of help on the chapter and I really am grateful for it, thank you @scherzygirl i am greaful for the help, I had the ideas and thanks for help if it wasn't for you this chapter would have never been finished or started :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Jess pov

It was Monday and We just found out who was leaveing this week and it was Loran Simpson. I don't really mind , I didn't talk to her much. We found out yesterday.

Today I wasn't doing anything but stay in my room. I found out what song I was singing today and I was so glad the song it was my favorite fight for this love by Cheryl cole I opened twitter and just scrolled through

--- during the day ---

I was sitting on my bed on my phone with my headphones on full blast playing cheryl Cole songs when Tamera came in, she came and tapped me on the shouder and I pulled my earphones out

'Someones at the door for you' she said to me

'Who?' I asked with a slight confused look on my face

'I don't know?' She said and I laughed. I got up and put my phone in my pocket and went to the front door.

'Jess' I heard Nicky say. I turned around 'someone's at the door for you' he said

'I know, Tamera's just told me' I said laughing. Then made my way to the door, I put my hand onto the door handle and opened it.

'Oh My Godddddd!' I screamed, covering my face with my hands.

'Hello Jess' I heard her Geordie voice say to me

'Am I dreaming? Your cheryl cole! Cheryl fricking cole!' I shouted.

'No this is reality pet' Cheryl says then suddenly I started to fangirl.

'You called me pet! Oh my god' she just stood there laughing at my excitement. I was so shocked. I want expecting any if this. I calmed myself down.

"I can't believe I'm actually talking to you, you only tweeted me Friday and now your standing right infront of me" I say jumping up and down in excitement.

"Come in" I soon said calmly and then she comes in

'Nicole tells me your singing one if my songs this week" cheryl says to me

'Yeah' I reply

'Can you sing a bit for me?' She asked, I nodded and sung the chorus to her. When I finished she squealed and started to clap.

'That was amazing! You just need passion, what do the lyrics mean to you?'

"The lyrics mean everything to me and by that I mean everything, when every ive had a tough day at school with bully's a calling me names I put it on, I've never had many friends, I only had one friend who betrayed me not so long ago. I was told that I was a mistake, that if I wasn't around then my brother would have his mum and dad around. My dad only comes to see me and Ryan if his girlfriend tells him to." I start

" so When I say they mean a lot to me, I mean a lot. I listen to this song whenever i feel pain, mentally and physically. It makes me think that, I'm a better person. Sometimes I think suicide is the answer, then I listen to that song and I'm like, no, I'll get through this' I explained, by now we were both sitting on the couch crying

'you see, I went through primary school with no friends at all, and it was my family's fault, they told me I was no good, so I started to believe them. I used to run away a lot but I was alway taken back." I say again