That one word what changes lifes. (Nicholas mcdonald fanfic)

Nicole's house part 1

Jess pov

At the end of the dat I went home and packed a suitcase ready for Nicole's house In Antigua. I put all the important things I need in my suitcase, I also made sure I had my razor in my secret pocket of my suitcase.

"You got your passport" mum asks me and I think for a moment

"No where is it" I ask mum

"In the cupboard top shelf" mum tells me and u look in the cupboard and take my passport, I put it in my handbag and put my purse, make up bag, my charger, phone and my headphones and a book for the flight.

"Thanks mum" I say softly smiling.

"Want a lift to the airport" mum asks me and I nod

"Yes please" I say and walk to the door with her.

"Ryan I'm taking jess to the airport you want to come" mum calls to Ryan.

"I'll come" he calls down and walks down stairs

The car ride was quite and mum tock me to the airport and tock me in, I got signed into the plain then brought a magazine and a few drinks then boarded the plain.

The plain ride was boring, I read the magazine and read part of the book and then had nothing to do.

-at Nicole's-

When we got to Nicole's she greeted us she walked over to me and hugged me

"how you been sweetie" she asks me

"fine thanks how about you" I asked back

"I've been fine than you jess" she says back

"Go and settle in" she tells me and then she shows me to my room where I was going to stay. I sat on the bed it was a double bed and I sat on it, it was so soft. I pulled out my pink elephant teddy what I always have at night.

I plugged my charger in and put my phone on charge and then put my music on quietly, I hum softly I hum how long will I love you.

Everyone arrived at Nicole. We are called down to the main entrance I have my phone in my hoddie pocket

"I bet your all wondering who is going to help me decide who's through to the live shows" Nicole asks us

"Yes" we all say

"I would like to introduce you all to Mary j blige" Nicole says

Mary j walks in and said hi to us all I was feeling shy and feeling home sick.

We were aloud to go. I went to my room and curled up on my bed with music playing softly, I was missing mum and brother and my nan, I was curled and I closed my eyes and fell asleep, I didn't mean to fall asleep but I did.

I fell asleep into a nightmare. It was the same one I've had for ages it's horrible.

--- nightmare ---

"I was never really your friend, I just felt sorry for you" Remi said with venom dripping every word she said

"You are useless and can't sing" stella said which hurt like hell.

"You stupid, you can't do anything right, you never have and never will" Gemma says

They all crowd around me Stephanie kicks me the same as xenon, Ellie, and Gemma.

"Please stop" I scream but they don't stop

--- not nightmare ---

Nicole's pov

there was screaming coming from Jessica's room she was screaming "please stop" but none know why.

I went up and found everyone were in her room I went over to the bed and sat on the side "Jess wake up its okay" I said softly to her.

She wakes up crying "what happened" I ask her .

Jess pov

I was crying when I had woken up, I was woken up by Nicole. "What happened." She asks.

"It was just a nightmare" I say through tears,

"Want to talk about it" Nicole asks. I shake my head I didn't want to talk about anything. Nicole nodded and she left with everyone.

My phone rang and it was Remi

Remi- hi jess

Me- hello Remi how is evreything.

Remi- everything's fine, how's evreything at Nicole's.

Me- it's all fine starting rehearsals tomorrow and in knackered it's been a long day

Remi- so I'll call you tomorrow if that's okay

Me- yeah that's fine see talk tomorrow.

I then hung up. And I went back to sleep hopefully this won't end up as a nightmare