I Love All Of You (LAMP)

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Logan didn't know why he was so nervous. They were just filming a video, you know, a Sanders Sides video. Something was making his stomach churn uncomfortably, and he wasn't sure what it was.

Anxiety was more anxious than ever beneath that dark, emo facade. They'd recently come to realize that they were non-binary. That and that they had romantic feelings for someone. But they weren't sure who...

Roman had a secret of his own. You see, he was trans. He was also in love, but his ego prevented him from saying anything.

Patton was as cheerful as always, but was secretly hiding beneath that goofy smile. He felt happier, and also sadder around the others. He knew exactly what was wrong with him. He was in love with all three of them. Just thinking of one of them made him smile. But he feared they wouldn't return his affections because of his childish behavior.

One day, Patton was making dinner, and Logan happened to have been walking by when he accidentally cut himself. "Ow!" he hissed, dropping the knife on the cutting board.

"Patton! Are you okay?!" Logan rushed to his side, concern evident in his voice.

"I-I'm fine Logan," he stuttered, embarrassed by how close he was. Patton easily put a band aid over it. "See? I'm fine."

Logan took them both by surprise by putting a hand gently on Patton's cheek. "Please be careful," he said softly. Patton nodded breathless as he left.

What they didn't know, was that Anxiety had been passing by, and saw the whole exchange. Something about it made them feel strangely... depressed. And they weren't even sure why. As he began to walk to his room with his head down, he bumped into someone. Landing on the floor, they heard a familiar voice. "Anxiety? Are you alright?"

They looks up to see Princey, but they didn't respond. "Hey, you okay? You seem upset," he said quietly, crouching down in front of them. "Come here."

He engulfed them in a hug that they happily sunk into. Princey smile a little before seeing someone darting into the common room further down the hall. Had someone seen them?

As a matter of fact, Logan had. He was currently trying to figure out what feeling was surging through his veins. It felt heavy, yet empty. He didn't like it at all.

"Hey Logan."

He jumped as Princey suddenly came up behind him. "Oh, salutations Roman," he said, surprised. He felt happy? Yet also sad?

"I was wondering if you could ask Patton if he wanted to take part in a movie night tonight," he asked causing Logan's heart sink a little. "I think a group movie night would be good for the four of us."

The four of us, he assumed I was coming. He does want me there, Logan thought, nodding to Roman. "Of course, I agree."

Roman smiled and pecked Logan on the cheek. "Thanks Logan!" he said as he disappeared down the hall, supposedly to go invite Anxiety. Logan was left rubbing his cheek, oblivious Patton, who had watching from the kitchen sense Roman had kissed him on the cheek.

Of course Roman would prefer Logan, he's so smart and I'm so childish, he thought to himself. And of course Logan would prefer Roman over me, he's so brave and confident. He sighed and went back to cooking.

<Time Skip>

The four of them were gathered in the common room, and awkward tension present not just from the horror film on the screen. None of them knew why they had picked a horror movie, considering how much Thomas hates them.

A jump scare none of them saw coming caused all of them to jump, but Anxiety to panic. They started to hyperventilate, sending the other three into a mad rush to turn off the movie and comfort them.

They backed away from the three of them, terrified of messing up in front of any one of them.

"Whoa calm down, it's okay," Princey said. They shook their head, tearing up.

"Shh, just breathe," Patton said, gently taking their hand. Logan sat next to them, rubbing their back comfortingly. Princey knelt in front of them, meeting their eyes.

"Hey, it's okay," he said giving a small smile. "We're here."

Patton hugged them tightly and Anxiety started to relax into their touches. They found themselves muttering something that made all four of them freeze.

"Anxiety... did you just say... 'I love you'?" Logan asked. Anxiety was shaking slightly as they nodded. The three of them looked among each other.

"Uh, who exactly were you talking to?" Roman asked quickly.

Anxiety looked up at them, gaze shifting among all three of them. "I love all of you..." they said softly. The others exchanged surprised glances. "A-And I kinda have something else to tell you guys... I'm, um, I'm non binary..."

The three pairs of wide eyes widened more at their statement. Roman was the first to respond, once again taking his hand in his own, giving it a squeeze. "I return your feelings, and actually..." he trailed off, looking at the other two. "I actually have feelings for all three of you."

Logan was blushing as he adjusted his glasses. "I reciprocate said feelings for the three of you as well," he stated avoiding eye contact.

"I've been in love with the three of you for years," Patton said quietly, shocking everyone. "I thought you wouldn't return the feeling because of how childish I am..."

Anxiety quickly pulled him into a hug. Roman sat down on Anxiety's other side, hugging the two of them. Logan joined last, hugging Patton from his other side. The four of them stayed like that for, well, none of them knew how long.

"So we're all in love with each other," Anxiety said as the hug loosened. "And I'm non binary."

"Also, I am trans," Roman said, drawing everyone's attention. "I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to think I was any less of a prince..."

The other three hugged him again, going on about how he was the best prince they could ask for and that they loved him for who he was. The four of them never felt happier than they felt holding each other.

"This means movies and cuddles once a week right?" Patton asked, causing Logan to roll his eyes, Roman to chuckle, and Anxiety to smile a little.

"Sure, anything to spend time with you three," Anxiety said, snuggling more into the embrace, earning 'aws' from their now three boyfriends.

"Just maybe not a horror film next time."





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Thank you for that, and I'm sorry for how cringy and terrible this is, and for how long it took! I hope it was remotely enjoyable though!

Right, well, if you've got a request, leave it in a comment or DM me! Thanks for reading!

*In the style of Thomas* Peace out!

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