Chapter five

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*SKIP TO LUNCH BISSSH*
I grab my lunch and look for my group I see them and walk towards them . I trip over someone foot. And fall onto the floor Cameron and his friends start laughing. I see Kathy Christian and Shawn rush towards me.
  "Karma is a bitch." Cameron pours his smoothie over me as I was starting to get up. I wipe my eyes as everyone starts laughing. I see Shawn clench his jaw.
   "Ha slut!" I hear a person say
   "I heard she sleept with the whole group." I shake my head.
  "That's for embarrassing me." He whispered I feel something even colder pour over me.
   "Skank!" A person yells everyone laughs.
"Hey come fuck me since U fucked everyone." Cameron laughs everyone's laughs I look at Shawn his face is red as hell. I storm out the cafeteria and rush out the doors. Into the foggy day .
  "Ugh fuck school fuck boys fuck life!" I yell. I take the long way home so I can have more time to think more time by myself. A car pulls up by me.
   "Do u need a ride?" I recognize the voice immediately it's Shawn.
  "No leave me alone." I cross my arms and still walk.
"Why are U taking the long way home?" He asks i grunt.
  "Because I can!" I yell. He sighs he pulls over and gets out the car I stop walking.
  "Then Ima have to kidnap u." He throws me over his shoulder.
  "Shawn put me down !!!" I yell
   "Nope." He puts me in his car and he gets in and drives off .
   "Are u okay? Cameron was such an asshole." He speaks up.
  "How can I be "okay" Shawn? I have two drinks spilled all over me everyone laughed at me and I guess I'm the schools slut apparently even though I was the one rap-" I stop midway realizing what I was about to say. No I can't open up again I can't do that.
    "Rose..."
  "Leave me alone I already said way to much." I look out the window shaking my head. I'm so fucking stupid! He parks the car I look up this isn't my house.
  "Rose look at me."
  "This isn't my house take me back." I yell
  "Rose please just come inside and hear me out." I sigh. I get out the car and go towards the front door. He opens the door and I get in
   "U can take a shower in my rest room i have some girl clothes u can borrow . I nod and just try to find the bathroom. It takes me a bit to figure out how the damn thing works. I quickly take a shower rinsing my hair and using his hair products probably making my hair smell like man. I get out and wrap a towel around me I see the clothes he got me an order sized sweater and shorts. I put my shoes on and put my hair in a messy bun. I head down stairs and sit where Shawn is sitting.
     "Rose." He sighs.
    "In the car I-"
   "Shawn please let that go. " I shake my head.
   "Now tell me what happened." He takes my hands into his.
    "Shawn... stop." I start to cry. He hugs me tightly his chin on my head. I smell his cologne somewhat feeling safe in his arms. God please don't make me fall for u. We pull away Shawn wiping my tears with his thumbs.
   "God I haven't told anyone this besides Christian and Kathy ." I chuckle.
   "God where do I start." I sniffle.
   "Well I had a boyfriend Jack g or jack glinsky. Well we dated and everything was fine we where known as the perfect couple but I mean no one knows what happens behind close doors am I right? Well he would always abuse me hit me or even tell me to kill my self . He would always say I was a slut and made up this whole story. Well I we had an argument and I said I was gonna leave him because of all this nonsense he said about me well he grabbed me by the hair an-...." my voice cracks as all these memories come back tears uncontrollably falling
"Ur such a fucking ass Jack! How can u make up shit like that u know I only love u!" I yell
"Bullshit!" He slaps me across the face.
"U know what I dont need this." I grab my keys. He pulls my hair back.
"Ur not fucking going any where." he throws me in the room and on to the bed.
"It's okay. " Shawn picks my chin up.
"He won't hurt u anymore." I give him a weak smile. I breathe in
"And he shoved me inside the room locking the door. He punched me a couple of times until I was to weak to defend myself he grabbed his belt and tied my hands. He threw me on the bed ripping my clothes off saying ur not leaving here u till I'm done with u. He pulled his pants down. While I was screaming and ..." I breathe in still crying uncontrollably.
"He raped me over and over. He starved me and kept me there for a month doing the same fucking thing. My parents didn't notice cause they didn't give a shit Besides my mom." I look up at Shawn his jaw clenched
"Ur not fucking going anywhere until I take what I deserve." He punches me repeatedly.
"U ugly skank." I breathe heavily. He grabs his belt and tightly tied it in my wrist and throws me on the bed. He rips open my shirt making the buttons fly everywhere. He takes my underwear and shorts off.
"Look at u." He looks down at me as he unzips his pants. I try to move but he slaps me and enters me as I start crying.
"Mm"
"Rose." He slowly speaks. But his eyes his eyes are that green again. I nearly tackle him hugging him tightly. Crying as he held onto me.
"I won't ever let him touch u. Never. Nobody at all. I promise." He kisses my hair. I pull away wiping my eyes chuckling as I see a wet spot on Shawn's shirt from me crying.
"Sorry." I chuckle.
"Don't worry about it." He takes his shirt off.
"Stop ur such a tease." I laugh .
"There's that smile." He smiles as his eyes slowly turn back to brown. I lay on the couch my legs over Shawn's lap. My eyes drift off from so much crying.
Shawn's POV ****
Holy shit. That's ass he doesn't deserve her god hearing her say this is sickening makes me want to throw up to just hug her to hold her to be there for here.
"Jesus. This guy is something else." Blake looks at Rose
"God how can a guy do that?" I look at Blake.
"I don't even know goddamn it!" I slowly drift of great he's taken over .
Blakes POV ***
I look down at her as her tears go down her rosy cheeks. Damn she's so perfect I couldn't imagine this beautiful girl getting treated so badly damn it Blake u know what fuck it.
"Rose." Her own name is so fucking perfect . Her beautiful brown eyes look up at me she throws herself at me hugging me tightly crying it took me by surprise. The feeling I feel? I absolutely hate it but I like it. I put my arms around her hugging her fragile body.
"I won't ever let let him touch u. Never. Nobody at all. I promise." Anger rose inside or me as I thought of a person hurting her. Ha they will have to face hell before getting to her. She pulls away I look at my shirt seeing a wet spot from her crying
"Sorry." She sniffles. I smile
"Don't worry about it." I take my shirt off teasing her. She smiles.
"God ur such a tease." I smile. I hate these feelings but I'll protect her ass.
"There's that smile." And I go back now sitting next to her as Shawn talks to her.
Shawn's POV ***
I chuckle Blakey has feelings . She starts to drift as her legs are on my lap. I slowly get up and head towards my little office.
"Someone has feelings!" I squeal.
"Shut the bloody hell up Shawn ." Blake crosses his arms. I walk over to him.
"Hey." I poke his cheek "heeeeeeeyyy"
He smiles
"Stop" he tried to say angry but fails.
"We are on the same team. Now I have a brilliant idea for a song ." He passes my notebook
"20 minutes later*
"I think she'll like it." Blake nods.
"Now I'll send it to Andrew get some sleep." Blake goes to the computer. Damn I guess having feelings for a person can really put u in a good mood. I leave the office and walk towards Rose. I pick her up bridal style up to my room.
"Hmm?" She mumbles
"Shhh it's okay got back to sleep." I put her on the bed and I wrap my arm around her as I drift off .
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MDNSNANAMSM BAHAHAHA BLAKEY HAS FEELINGS BLAKE HAS FEELINGS! What is better? Blake and rose or Shawn and rose ?
Anyways hope u guys enjoyed! See y'all till next time lovies❤️
(Currently listening to Shawn Mendes hold on)
Now listening to there's nothing holding me back acoustic and BISH THIS IS FUCKING GOD LIKE HOLY SHIT FUCK ME YYYYYAAAAASYYYYYYYY

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