Hi~
So,first sorry for the late update. I had kinda problems and didn't feel like typing over 500 words. Yup,honesty here.
So the new Janny is here,enjoy~
Nagisas P.O.V
Depression
Saddnes
Kindness
Cutting
Jelaousy
Love
Pain
Just because you aren't perfect,the world won't be a place for you.
Just because you aren't born as a female,like your mother wanted,you will never be anyone to her. Just a doll. Not a son,but a doughter doll.
Just because someone said that she is crazy,she had to be angry on me.
Who you ask?
Me.
The unwanted and unloved child in this house.
Who is she?
She,is my mother. The beautiful woman who's brain fliped over a hundered times 'till now.
Where am I?
In Hell.
In our basement underground.
Nono,not that basement,but this basement.
This basement only is made for one thing.
What thing you ask?
This thing right here. Abuse,destroyment,breaking. You can call it whatever you want.
This is the worst she has ever been.
She called a man,saying her daughter had to be pleased for helping too much.
When I don't help enough,she cuts me.
When I help too much,she'll call a frickin man to do things to me.
Life,you suck.
Giving me a collar,chain,and a man huh?
You choose the wrong man mother.
He doesn't have red hair and golden eyes.
He is not kind.
He is not my best friend.
He is not as strong as him.
He is not as good as him.
His name is not Karma.
He isn't the one I love.
And you expect me to just let him do with me whatever he wants while you are watching?
Fine,I'll do it.
I won't make a sound.
I won't make a face he expects me to.
I won't move where he wants and how he wants me to.
Don't you worry mom,I know exactly how to pay you back,but at the same time to free myself.
God,if I don't go to Heaven,I'll know that you hate me as well.
I still pray and believe but you never help me.
Am I a mistake to you as well?
I don't judge you.
She smiled sweetly and kindly.
''Nagisa dear,this pretty man here is from now on your husband,please treat him kindly. He will now treat you for your hard work today. I can't wait to be a grandmother.''
Juck.
Gross.
The man smirked,probably knowing that I'm a boy,walked closer and grabbed my wrists.
He pushed me against the basement floor. He realized that I wasn't resisting,he probably thought that I acepted him.
How wrong he was.
I would only acept him,and only him.
They just don't understand.
''Be ready,wife''
He began,and guess what,
It seemed like it was never going to end.
