different • bryce hall & mikey barone

chapter 20.

*BRYCE POV*

ever since yesterday , ive been trying to ignore kayla. surprisingly , it's been working.
although , yesterday when she basically said that nothing ever happened between us , it broke me.
& the fact that her & mikey are dating & they decided to keep it a secret from me was fucked up. ( imma start uncensoring the curse words cos oh well )
if she wants to play like that , im going to win the game.

*next day*
*MIKEY POV*

i am so glad kayla agreed to stay for the show today , although im going to try to convince her to stay for the rest of the tour.
i don't understand why she wants to leave so fast , so early ?
the drama will end in a couple of days , & everything will get back to normal.
i need to talk to her ab this.

*KAYLA POV*

after mikey & i settled into our hotel room , mikey gave me a serious look.
i raised my eyebrow.
"kayla we need to talk ..." he said.
my heart dropped.
oh no.
he gestured for us to sit on the bed. we both sat down & he grabbed my hand.
"a-are you b-breaking up w me ?" i asked , starting to tear up.
"what ?! no no no !! no baby im not breaking up w you !!" he replied.
"omg , don't scare me like that !!" i started to laugh & hit his arm.
"i just wanted to talk. baby , is something going on that you're not telling me ?" he asked.
i stayed quiet until i let out a deep breath.
"actually mikey yes ..." i replied.
i started to look around , seeing if anyone could hear us.
he gave me a weird look.
"but ... i can't tell you ..." i mumbled.
"what ? why ? kayla you can trust me. you can tell me anything , you know that ?" he said.
"yes mikey ik that. but for mine & your safety , it's better off if i don't tell you," i replied , looking down.
i was so disappointed at my own self.
"but kayla i need to know. if something is scaring or bothering you , i need to know. if you're in danger , i need to know to protect you," he said.
"mikey just please. i can't tell you & i need you to understand that so nothing will happen to us," i said.
he nodded but still looked upset.
"mikey please don't be mad at me ..." i mumbled.
"im not , all i wanted to do was protect you ..." he replied , getting up & walking out of the hotel room.
ugh i fucked up.

i laid on the bed waiting for mikey to come back but he never did.
is he really that mad at me ?
then i heard my phone ring.
i jumped up , immediately grabbing my phone , thinking it was mikey but it was surprisingly tayler.
whoa. now that i think of it ... i haven't talked to tayler in weeks.
i answered.
"hello ?"
"kayla ..."
"tayler ? what's wrong ?"
"bryce told me everything. you getting beaten up by nick , going on tour w the guys , you & mikey ..."
"tayler im sorry ..."
"why did you never tell me ?"
"idk ... i couldn't tell you ab mikey & i cos i knew you'd be upset , same thing w the tour. & i knew you'd be worried ab me if i told you ab nick."
"kayla , it makes me more upset that you didn't tell me. i would've understood but did everything that happened between us , not mean anything to you ?"
"no tayler it's not like th-"
"actually , don't tell me. im pretty much done w you kayla. goodbye."
"tayler ple-"

he ended the call.

ugh wtf.
why is bryce telling tayler these things ?!
he just loves to ruin my life doesn't he ?!
i get a text from mikey.

( im not using emojis anymore for contact names sorry )

mikey : kayla im going to spend the night in jacksons room , see you in the morning .
me : okay , see ya .

great. i just lost one of my best friends & now my boyfriend doesn't even want to be in the same room as me.
ig imma be alone for the night ...

i got woken up by someone banging on the door.
i checked the time.
4 am ... really ?
i dragged myself out of the bed & opened the door.

it was Nick ...

i quickly tried to close the door but he stopped it w his foot.
"why you trying to close the door on me babygirl ? i drove all the way over here just to see you," he said grabbing my face.
"nick leave me alone ..." i said , taking his hand off of my face.
"oh you shouldn't have done that baby ..." he smirked.

* WARNING : THIS PART IS KINDA DIRTY SO *

next thing ik , he rips my bra & underwear off my body & pushes me onto the bed.
he takes my hands & ties them together w rope.
"HELP !!" i yell , trying to get out of his grip.
he puts his hand over my mouth to prevent me from screaming.
then he unzips his pants , pulls out his member , & sticks it in me.
i tried to scream through his hand but all you heard was a low muffle.
i started to tear up while he started moaning.
"damn baby , ive always wanted to do this to you," he smirked while continuously thrusting into me.
"NICK STOP !!" i cried.
"don't tell me what to do," he angrily said , & slapped me.
i kept crying.
he wouldn't stop , he just kept going until he came.
"fuck baby , im ab to cum," he moaned.
my eyes grew wide.
please don't cum inside me ... please don't cum inside me ...
he puts his member near my mouth & tells me to open it.
i slightly open my mouth & he slaps me.
"WIDER !!" he yells.
i opened my mouth bigger & he cums into it.
i wanted to spit it out but he gave me the look like i had to swallow it or else something bad will happen to me so i swallowed it.
"good girl," he says out of breath & caresses my hair.
he put his shirt & pants back on & untied the ropes on my wrists.
"don't tell anyone , or you'll be dead ... literally," he whispers.
"sweet dreams babygirl," he winks & walks out of the room leaving me there naked & in pain.

i just lost my virginity ...
i got raped ...
did that really just happen ?

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hey guys !!
big twist ik !! im shooked too lmao.
omg i start school in 2 days kms.
but you guys should follow my social media !!
although my twitter is v weird just lyk ...
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BTW ITS MY BABY BRYCES BIRTHDAY TODAY AGHHHH !!
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