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Chapter 11 [•]

~~~~* Jihyun's Pov *~~~~

Its been two month since Yoongi found out I'm a girl. We havent been any less comfortable with each other though.
He just promised he won't tell anyone and he lets me use the bathroom first and i go to the bathroom to change and such.

Seokjin is my guardian for now since I'm underage. He talked with my doctor. I told my doctor not to mention anything about my gender to Seokjin.
I've already gained about 10kg and my doctor said i should stop working out for now. My abs has started to fade but its not obvious. My cheeks now actually have some meat on them and im happy with my new self. Now i weigh about 40kg and my doctor said i should at least reach 50kg to be healthy.

[Edit: Guy I never wrote this part for you to compare yourselves with the character! This was meant to be more inspirational in a way to make you love yourself no matter how much you weigh! And not for all of you yo start saying that you weigh more or less! So please stop and try to look at yourself differently. Because at the end of the day the only person who you can love and can love you back, be there for you, and would never betray you, is yourself.]

I was alone at the dorm since i finished class early and the rest would be back from practice later.
Then i heard noise come from the door. I was eating a yogurt at the kitchen. I stood up and went to the main hallway that led to the door. There i saw Jungkook taking his shoes off. He has been awfully quiet around me.

"Hello Jungkook hyung.." I said.

He looked up and blushed.

What the fuck? I really want to know whats happening inside his head right at this moment...

"W-what did you call me all of a sudden?" He asked slightly stuttering.

"Hyung? You have begged me to call you that two months ago.... and why have you been avoiding me?" I asked.

"U-uh.... its nothing!" He said and rashed into his -shared with V and Jimin- room.

"Okay then?" I shrugged as i went to the kitchen.

Lets change the topic shall we?
My hair are now shoulder length. I asked our manager and he agreed that it would be a nice change. I'm just scared that now with long hair it will be obvious I'm not a guy. I mean my face is pretty feminine and i cant change that so....

I put my hair in a small low ponytail -like at the lower part of my head- and started cleaning the dishes since it was my turn.
When i finished i went into my room. I went into the bathroom and looked at my reflection seeing that i actually do kinda look feminine.
I stepped into the room again and took a large hoodie with me. I took off the bandages for a bit and prepared some undergarments for after i take a shower. It actually felt revealing. I think my breasts grew bigger like what the fuck? How much bigger are they going to get?
I was a C cup... i think i moved into a D cup now like BITCH WHY U DO DIS TO MEH?! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HIDE IT?!

[This^^^ is cringe af but I'm just gonna leave it like that.]

I sighed. I took a shower and put on the bandages and make up and everything needed and a hoodie with some jeans.
I walked to the living room. I checked my phone and i saw i got a text from my hyungs it said that they have extra schedule for being childish.
I chuckled.

Just then i saw Jungkook again.
I looked at him and he looked back he was slightly blushing.

"Yah! Jungkook-ah! Co-" he left before i could say anything.

I was pretty bored so i was just walking around trying to find him.
I then heard him talking into his room. His voice was quite muffled by the door but i caught some things.

"I-i think i like you... like really like you! No thats not it... I Like you not as a friend... no... urgh! How am i supposed to say it!?" He sighed in frustration.

"Yah! Jungkook hyung do you have someone you like?" I burst into his room scaring him.

"W-wha-what are you talking a-about?" He stuttered while blushing like mad.

"I heard you trying to confess. So... who is the lucky girl? I asked while nudging his arm with my elbow and wiggled my eyebrows.

"U-uh..... a-actually... i-its not a girl..." he said while being identical to a tomato.

"Mwo? Chincha?" (Really? -i thought it was jinjja up to now tbh☺🔫-)

[Okay so about that^... I always thought it was Jinjja but then someone told me it was wrong and that it was Chincha. But I found out it's Jinjja. So yeah.]

"N-ne... i think im gay..." he said while looking away being a stuttering blushing mess.

"Who are you gay for then? Who is the lucky guy?" I asked with a small smile.

The fact that he is gay doenst change anything.
Anyone can live whoever they want however they want and as long as it's not affecting me in any way why would I care?

"I-i think I'm g-gay f-f-for y-you Jihyun... i love you..."

(A/N)

BOOM!
Told you its going to have new confessions didn't i? ;)
Poor kookie he doesn't know Jihyun is a girl.
Anyways this is pretty short cause its the second update in a day idk i just felt like updating!😂
If youre reading any other of my (on going) books you need to know im on hiatus till i finish this one.

Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed!😊😚

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Word count: 765 (without a/n)

[Edit: I just keep on discovering more and more ways to hate this book. It's fascinating.]