Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

⚠ dejected

My eye's slowly opens and i look to my left to see Eva half way asleep. She got up as soon has she saw me moving. "Where's Jonah" i asked getting up.

"Jonah is okay..... kinda" she said pressing a botton. Soon a doctor came in.

"How are feeling" the doctor said, i looked at her and noticed she's the same one i saw when i last came here.

I feel fine can i go see jonah ~ Brianna

Not as yet, have you still been eating cheese ~ doctor

Yeah ~ Brianna

She just nodded her head before leaving the room. "What did you mean, kinda" i asked looking at Eva

He's in a coma ~ Eva

What happened ~ Brianna

We were crossing the road on Hollywood boulevard and a car didn't stop. Even though the light was red, he just kept on driving. He hit Jonah and another lady, jonah hit his head and now he's in a coma ~ Eva

I sat there processing what she said and the only thing i can think about is Jonah. Everytime i close my eye's all i can see is his pale body on the bed.

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The doctor had finally let me leave the room and i was now in Jonah's room. He was just there, his body still. His body was still pale, i went and lay beside him.

I didn't know what to do or what to say. Everyone had left to get showered up so it was just me."I'm sorry" i said as a tear leave my eye.

"i know you'd probably be asking why i'm apologizing. i just feel like i should, i'm sorry for everything that i did. i'm sorry i wasn't spending a lot of time with you. i just want you to know i love you. and now you won't know how much i do, what if you don't wake up" i said with tears now streaming down my face"

"i think he already knows that. and stop thinking like that, he'll be up soon"

i look up to see logan, i got up and ran to him as tears keep coming from my eye's. my body, my emotions, everything felt numb. yet all i had was tears

"shh.."logan said rubbing my back

"what if he doesn't get up? what if i'll never speak to him again? logan i can't live without him, i need him" i cry as my breakdown gets worst

"i need you to stop thinking like that" he said pulling away and looking me in the eye

"he's gonna get up and he's gonna come back to us" 

come, let's get some fresh air ~ Logan

i look back at jonah before leaving the room, logan and i exit the hospital has i pace up and down the parking lot.

'hey, stop doing that" logan said pulling me in a hug

i don't want to be worrying about two people, i don't want you to have a panic attack ~ Logan

i'm not gonna have an attack ~ Brianna

you need to go home and get some rest ~ Logan

i'm not leaving him ~ Brianna

you need to rest though ~ Logan

logan, i'm not leaving him. i'll rest beside him ~ Brianna

*sigh* fine, go inside i'll get food and be right back ~Logan

Logan left and i made my way back to jonah's room. i went and lay beside him thinking if this was the other way around how would he be feeling right now. i soon fell asleep feeling despondent.

Guys I'm  ligit boutta go sleep right now. Not that none of u care, but, i fell asleep in class today and i didn't hear the bell. No one woke me up and i missed the bus, my ass was fucked. Luckily my cousin came tru and picked me. Anyways, when i wake up from my 5 hour nap imma write and update another chapter.

I wasn't gonna update this but i got orders to do so.
@xxqueenxblakexx dis ones 4 u
Bitch- i updated today. TODAY!!
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