for you only // colby brock [SEQUEL: ONE NIGHT] (Completed)

02 》nervosa arriva

Ronnie's POV

The train had haulted and my heartbeat had sped up.

I was nervous.

More than nervous.

I hadn't seen any of them in a year.

I needed to see them.

After the whole ordeal with the wedding..

I moved out to Chicago in hopes of starting new.

I couldn't keep putting them through all of this.

I couldn't cause them anymore pain.

Yeah they probably hurt a lot when they found out that I was gone..

But they got over it.

They stopped looking I think.

When I got to Chicago and got a job.

I saved up money to buy the essentials.

Like an apartment, a bed, a fridge and a phone.

The essentials for me.

I was always checking the news.

All year round.

I lived in a rough neighbourhood and I wanted to feel safe.

CNN helped me a little.

Chicago wasn't enough for me.

Every single day I thought about him.

How our anniversary would pass.

Thinking about how my life would be like if the wedding did happen.

I knew that I wanted kids by now.

But I lost that opportunity.

She took it from me..

I watched his videos.

To check up on how everyone was doing.

Sam and Kat got married then moved out.

I know that Katrina tried to reach out.

I don't think she told anyone but she knew that I was still breathing.

I would follow all of their social media and she would make coded messages.

Red Olives Never Nail In Elephants ?
Idk I'm weird and it's true, they don't.

It clearly spelled out Ronnie.

Maybe I was crazy but it was enough of an excuse to go back.

I grabbed my back and stood up.

Steadily and calming making my way to the door.

The metal cage opened and I stepped out.

Finally.

I was home.