(warning: self-harm in this chapter)
Yulia was in a daze as she watched Lena leave. Just why had the redhead wanted to hang out, after all she couldn't possibly have meant what she had said.
Could she?
No.
Yulia told herself, eyes filling with tears.
This had to be a hoax.
She couldn't help the hopeless feeling that filled her chest as the thoughts consumed her.
Maybe it would be better if I was dead.
She thought, her eyes spilling over as she locked the door and heading upstairs to her room.
Once inside the confines of her room she opened the bottom drawer of the dresser, taking out the only source of relief that she had now.
Over and over again she drew lines across her skin, drowning the pain in the crimson liquid that poured across her skin.
I'm sorry I can't be a better daughter.
She thought bitterly, knowing that her parents wouldn't understand.
They would hate me if they knew the real me. They would kick me out for sure.
She thought, the cuts getting deeper and deeper with her self hatred.
Not only am I fucking crazy but I like girls. Why does God hate me? Why doesn't he change me?
BINABASA MO ANG
Escape (A t.A.T.u Fanfic)
FanfictionYulia Volkova is fourteen years old and fits in no where in the small town school she attends. She finds herself at the mercy of the class's 'popular girl' Elena Katina, but is the redhead really as hardhearted as everyone is pressing her to be?
