whats up I managed to say calmly to Tree
you have been acting weird all morning its very unlike you and as your publicist id like to know just between you and I ok Taylor?
"I haven't had my period all month and I'm worried that I'm pregnant I want kids but the timing is the worst I explain while staring down at the floor".
'Hey Taylor, its ok ill get some test I'll be back soon ok tay?" she said I just nodded not caring one bit about what she said I walk to my living room and scroll through Netflix Joe walks over to me I hope he didn't hear what I said to Tree "hey baby" he wrapped his arm around my neck hi I managed to mumble You wanna watch a movie with me, Joe,? " Of course, what are we watching?"
Friends I said "that's not a movie he laughed" I know but I wanna watch it k, Taylor
we watched friends for a while before I heard the front door close "TAYLOR I GOT YOUR THINGS".I hear her call I remove myself from joes arms and walk over to Tree who was standing with some pregnancy test and meds Taylor I want you to Take this test and if its positive I have so medication to stop the pain.Ok she hands me the test and I walk to my bathroom locking the door behind me I took a deep breath in and out I took the test and I waited for 5 minutes 5 crucial minutes of my life one I heard my timer go I picked up the test with shaking hands no I can not be pregnant this isn't real life.The test came out positive and I didn't know how to react I'm happy and also sad there was a knock on the door "babe".I threw the test in the trash can hiding it under some empty makeup to hide it "COMING whats up" Taylor we are late to your concert " sorry um I was fixing my makeup" baby you don't even need it he compliments "whatever I say trying to dodge an excuse becoming a conversation.He held my hand as we walked to the car Tree could tell there was something up and Joe did too Id hope she didn't tell him he still lives with his parents.So having a baby would be hard for him and me in a lot of ways usually we would talk the whole way to wherever we're going but I didn't say a word.Tree broke the silence: Taylor are you excited for tonight I layed my head on joes shoulder, yeah I guess so I said while shrugging my shoulders you don't at all seem like your exited? I didn't answer we walked into the venue without pas, fans noticing which was nice after the meet and greet tree grabbed my hand and told me to come with her.We walked outside and my heart started to beat faster and faster I was burning up "did you take the test?" yes I did I managed to spit out "and what was the result basing of your actions in the car I would like to know the answer before I assume something" positive I say on the verge of crying "and how will you balance this out on tour have you told anyone other than me?" no just you and thats why I need help idk what to do on tour im not getting an abortion im not gonna kill a small human inside of me I start to drip tears " it's gonna be ok im sure your fans won't mind a tour only in america where we can drive to
They will tho the international fans will kill me.Well taylor I think joe and andrea have the right to know we have been out here for 30 mins talking there gonna wonder what happened go tell them maybe you should tell the fans in a instagram post, tweet or something tumblr post?
Joe I call I need you sorry for trashy update I was in school so I couldnt write much cause all my friends and teachers kept coming so awkward
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.love that last. |jaylor|Joe Alwyn Taylor swift
Romancethrough their ups and down Jaylor still remained to shine, but does having children change that?
