Your P.O.V.
It took you a whole moment to comprehend what Johan had asked. It shocked you to the point were you thought you heard him wrong.
Wait?
What?!!
"What...?" you barely muttered, as your eyes averted to his form in utter confusion "Where's that coming from?"
Did I miss a part where the two of us become a couple?
He let out a small chuckle, and took another sip of his wine, delicately turning around to face you directly "Why is that question so shocking to you?"
"Well-"
"We already know each other pretty well," a small smirk made its way on his face "And it's a fact that we enjoy each other's company," his eyes widened just slightly as his eyes stared into yours directly as if looking into your very soul with just enough dose of sadness in his voice that could break anyone's heart "Or is it perhaps that I am wrong? That you might have someone special, and don't enjoy my company as you used to?"
You immediately shook your hands in defence "No, no, it's nothing like that! I enjoy your company. I really do!"
"Is it perhaps that you don't believe me enough and think I would do something funny to you? That I would abuse our bond in that way?"
If this were an anime, your face just might have looked like a red tomato at the moment "No! I do trust you! You know that!"
His eyes softened ever so slightly, and he slightly smiled at you once again "Then, what is it?"
You found yourself at lose with words, as you let out a deep sigh out of your mouth "It's...so sudden."
You knew it was lame, but it was an honest reason why you found sharing a place with Johan a bit unusual. Well, it certainly was a part of the reason.
He nodded, and took his glass in his hand, slightly twirling the cool object in his hand, looking into the red wine inside his glass "That I agree with you. But you see..." he averted his gaze at you once again "I am supposed to stay in Hotel Zoo Berlin, which I booked some time ago."
Hotel Zoo Berlin is one of the most fucking expensive hotels in Berlin!
"However, there was a mistake, and they accidentally booked me for two rooms, not one. I've been looking for a room-mate for some time but I certainly don't want to share it with some stranger. So, I thought..." his eyes looked into yours, and his smile widened just a bit "you and I could share the place for some time."
"I see. But Johan, I can barely afford the motel I'm staying at with this whole mess of my life at the moment. Let alonethat hotel! I would need to sell either my body or some of my organs to afford life there." you shook your head, and let out a small sigh "Sorry..."
"You wouldn't need to pay anything. I have more than enough to cover all the costs."
Your eyes widened as you looked into Johan's form once again "What? N-no, that's way too generous of you- I can't- It's too much-"
I would feel like I am using your generosity way too much.
"Ah, you're certainly not of the people who see value in money. Or, I am wrong?" he finished his drink, and delicately left the glass on the counter as he smiled at you with the same serene smile that would cross his lips so often "That certainly cannot be it."
"No, no, it's nothing like that. You know that I am nothing like that." you bit your bottom lip, and bowed your head "If I accept that offer, I feel like I am using you. And I..." you stepped closer and looked into blue eyes once again "don't want you to think anything less of me."
He let out a small chuckle, staring at you with those dreamy eyes for a few seconds, and it seemed like time stopped. Nothing mattered at that moment, the world, your mess of life....
Nothing.
Out of sudden, he took your hand gently, and rose it up just so his soft lips would left a small kiss upon it "My dear, I would never be able to think anything less of you. Don't you think you deserve some luxury after life treated you so badly? Why don't you let me spoil you?"
Blush crossed your cheeks, as your heart started beating faster, and nothing expect him mattered at the moment. You swallowed your saliva, and opened your mouth, barely muttering his name. Warmness started spreading your soul as you smiled at him, and barely stopped the urge to hug him, to kiss him passionately right then and there.
"So, what do you say?"
You couldn't even say anything, so you just slowly nodded at him, a happy smile never leaving your expression.
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"And here we are, my sweet home." you said with a certain amount of sarcasm as you opened the door of your room inside the motel where you were staying at.
The blonde let out a small chuckle but didn't look too much around your room.
Johan, being the gentleman he was, had offered you to help you packing your stuff, and moved in into your (and his) new place the very same night.
Now...you weren't sure why exactly you agreed on him helping you with your stuff as well. It could his hypnotic voice, or how he worded his question with confidence yet enough softness that make you agree on everything he said-
You shook your head. You knew you were in love with the man way too much than a normal person would be. Or maybe you just thought that because that was the first time you fell in love with someone.
"_______? Are you alright? You seem to space out a lot today." he titled just a lightly bit, and for a moment he seemed like a lost boy who witnessed a cruel thing being done right in front of him.
"Oh, ah, yeah!" you rubbed the back of your head in a small embarrassment, and let out a small chuckle "Just tired, and stuff."
Taking out your bag, you started putting your clothes in, while Johan helped you collect your papers, and a few notebooks here and there.
And just in a moment when you thought that you (and Johan) packed everything of your stuff that was in your rather tiny room, you turned around, and bumped into blonde, who also turned around in the same moment. He didn't seem to mind although it had caused him to drop a few papers on the floor.
"Sorry, my fault!" you apologized but soon realized the closeness of your bodies that caused your heart almost going boom. Raising up your head, you lost yourself in his dreamy blue eyes for nth time that day, as a small smile formed on his perfect pale pink lips that were were standing there, as if made only for you.
Not yet _______.
Not now.
But I promise, Johan.
That one day, I will tell you how everything you make my mind goes crazy...
The sudden warmness around your neck brought you back to reality, and your hand rose up to the soft fabric that Johan had put around your neck. You blinked in confusion but enjoyed in the smooth and warm purple scarf on you nonetheless.
"The evening is cold at this time, and I don't want you to get cold. Beside," he smiled, and knelt down to take the papers that he had dropped earlier, and placed them elegantly inside the bag, zipping the bag as well "it suits you better."
Oh boy...keeping my feelings hidden from you is going to be way harder if you continue caressing me like this with your words and actions, Johan.
A/N: So, who is excited for your and Johan's life together?~
