Letters for her

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Letters for her -18

My mom slept peaceful after we had dinner knowing her story pulled me closer to her . I hate myself for leaving my mom it was a stupid choice because I never knew what she been through all these time .

My poor mom fighting this war all alone what kind of daughter am I .

Xile haven't called , visited nor texted I'm not sure I did the right thing but I know for sure is that Xile is better off without me . I mean he's famous I'm just a country girl friend we wouldn't even last because we were meant to be friends .

I've been watching the news lately and Xile scored a new movie with Marie Louis she's like the 2018 Angelina Jolie version . I'm glad he's doing okay I guess he finally got what he wanted .

What am I going to do now ?

I guess I can't find E.M .

I can't restore my moms happiness I'm such a failure grandma .

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Few weeks later ~

" My moms joking I didn't even meet Adelle . " I said to my moms friends having a party over the house .

I'm glad she's making friends and having picnics and outings with them unlike me I don't have any , I had one so its zero now .

I excused myself from the party and drove to the bar I don't know I guess I just want to check up on Xile .

I enter the bar to see Rayden spotting me .

" Hey Heav are you looking for Xile ? "

" Yeah is he here . " I said looking around the bar searching for Xile .

" I though you knew. "

What does this dude mean ?

" Xile left he's on his way to the airport to Australia to shoot the movie I'm not sure when he'll be back . " Raydens words sting me so bad but I try to remain like I didn't care .

" Oh thanks " I said walking to the door .

I ran towards my car and drove fast to the airport with a beating heart .

XILE .

I kept running in this big ass airport searching for Xile he's gotta be around here somewhere , I kept asking around and kept running .

I made turns after turns until it clicked to me .

I made a u-turn and ran towards the private gate and my legs stop seeing the plane take off . 

NOOOOOOOOO .

I catch my breath starting at the plane slowly disappearing , Xile .

I didn't say goodbye .

I didn't get to see him .