Never Going To Be (T.H)

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*WARNING*
THIS CHAPTER IS UNREALISTIC AS HELL.

Since you were little, you were head over heels for Tom. Your families were neighbors so your parents were pretty close. Almost every days of the week, you would visit the Holland's and spent some times with them.

Everybody knew that you were in love with Tom, even a blind person would be able to see your love for him. They didn't exactly find out because of your behavior around Tom but it was because you had no trouble letting people know that you were in love with the boy. You told everybody, you weren't embarrassed at all.

He was two years older than you, so he used that excused to stay away from you. He didn't want to hurt your feelings so all he could do was tell you that he appreciated your love for him but he didn't love you the way you love him.

You annoyed Tom half of the time, you would always stay around him by helping his mom with their dinners instead of helping your own mom, but occasionally you did.

Tom found you annoying and irritating, he tried to stay away from you as much as possible. He saw you as his sister, during those years anyway.

Your personality pissed him off even though your personality and his were nearly the same. You were always cheerful and positive, always laughing at things aren't even funny so the person wouldn't feel bad about themselves. You were way too cheerful for his liking, you were always smiling and giggling as if there was a replay button in your mouth.

No matter how much he found you annoying, he couldn't help but admired you as a person who was always trying to help others.

You knew that he didn't love you that way but you didn't stop trying. You weren't desperate, you just didn't want to give up on a person who was everything to you. At first it was just a childish crush, but soon it turned serious.

Tom would blush every time he think back to the time you stole his first kissed. That day when he was 12, you two were alone in the living room as your parents talk among themselves in the other room.

"There are nothing wrong with barbies, Tom." You scoffed playful, shoving the Barbie into his face, causing him to leaned back onto the couch, a small laugh escaped his mouth.

"I didn't say anything."

"I can tell by your eyes."

You leaned closer to his face, a smile slowly appearing on your face, it was pretty creepy. You stared into his eyes as he stared back at you in confusion. He swallowed a few times. You didn't expect a kiss, you were just looking at his eyes.

Before both of you know it, your lips were on his. You closed your eyes for a brief seconds, Tom did too. He kissed back only for a few seconds before he pulled away, standing up from the couch.

"D-did you just-" He stuttered, touching his lips with his small hands.

You nodded your head sheepishly, sending him an innocent smile.

Here you were, on your way to the Holland's. You put on your shoes, tying them like you always did. You walked down the small steps and looked to your right, their house was right there.

Only a few more steps..

"How are you going to tell Y/n?" You heard Nikki said from the other side of the door.

You stopped yourself before you could knock onto the wooden door. You pressed your ears against the door, listening to the conversation carefully.

"It's going to be worse if she finds out by herself. It's better if she hears it from one of us or you." You heard Harry's voice.

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