Affection// Tarrison fanfic (tom holland boyxboy ) {completed}

chapter 58

No one's POV

The tension was so thick you can cut it with a knife

Dean and Harrison were sitting face to face and no one was saying a damn word

" are you gonna say something?" Harrison said getting irritated

" I'm sorry i don't know what to say"

" why didn't you tell me!?"

" did you really expect me to tell you? You and tom just got back together and you and I became really good friends and i didn't have the heart to tell you" dean said

" lying to me wasn't a better option"

"I know and I'm sorry"

It was silent and then dean said

"it's not my place to ask but did tom tell you?"

"No zendaya did"

" she knows?" Dean asked surprised

" apparently"

" please don't blame tom, it was my fault. He was vulnerable and I had just broken up with my ex and wanted to forget."

"I'm not blaming tom I'm not a saint either I did mistakes of my own"

Dean wanted to ask but knew it wasn't any of his business

"I'm really sorry Harrison i know i fucked up"

" what happened there's no changing it. I know it's selfish but the reason that i'm pissed is that i wasn't his first" Harrison mumbled and Dean nodded understandably

"Are you gonna talk to tom?"

"No he doesn't need this to worry about, anyway it happened when we were broken up so its not my place to say anything"  

we sat in silence for about 10 minutes before i got to leave, he gave me a timid hug that i didnt return back and i left 

back to harrison's pov 

i was really hungry so i decided to go to my favorite restaurant that was nearby,  i have the waiter my order and was going through my instagram feed while i waited, after i was done i got a text from tom saying he wanted to talk 

i went to our apartment and got in to find all the lights were turned off, i tried to turn them on but nothing worked, i tried to find my way to our room without tripping, i opened the door to find candles lit everywhere and tom sitting on the bed with no shirt on

" what is this?" i said. i couldn't stop myself from checking out tom since he looked so damn good and it's been forever since we've done anything tom seems to have read my mind 

" it's been so long since we've had time for ourselves with everything that's been going on so i decided to surprise you" he said biting his lip 

i didn't even bother to answer, i just ran to tom and pushed my lips against his missing the feeling of him pressed against me. 

my hands immediately went to his chest as I admired his toned body, I pulled away from him and lightly pushed him on the bed and came on top of him. 

I went to kiss down his chest making his breath hitch, my lips trailed down his body until I reached his pants, I slowly started to unbutton them making him whine and throw his head back. I got rid of his pants and boxers  and went back to his lips as I palmed him making him moan in my mouth

" ahh f-fuck"

I kept on going until i felt he was about to come. i stopped and got the lube from the drawer, and poured some on my fingers before pushing one of them in making tom gasp 

" oh my god" he moaned trying to get used to the feeling, i pushed in one more finger scissoring them making tom shiver 

" god i missed this so much, fuck this feels so good" 

i kissed up his neck and started thrusting in my fingers faster making him roll his eyes 

" i'm ready harrison please" he begged making me groan 

i slowly pushed myself inside of him making both of us moan, i gave him time to adjust

" f-fuck move" He groaned 

i started speeding up making tom scream

" fuck yes that feels so good" he said pushing his head back 

i groaned at how good he felt, we havent done this since so long i almost forgot how amazing tom felt 

i started speeding up, i knew i hit tom's prostate when he screamed asking me to go faster 

" fuck yes i-i'm cumming" he screamed 

after a few thrusts, he came on both of us, i thrust hard and after a few seconds and pulled out and tom shocked me by pushing me and palming me until i came all over his face and i would  be fucking lying if i said that wasnt the hottest thing i've ever seen. 

he came up next to me and we were both still panting, he rolled over and hugged me

" I love you" he mumbled before falling asleep 

" i love you too"