I don't need help (Luke Hemmings) /Editing/

I Have nothing

I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston

Oh a little rushed

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I thought Luke being back would make me happy again but it honestly hasn't.  I still feel the urge to take all the pills in the bottle but Luke hid them somewhere as well as my razors.

I honestly think it's selfish of him for hiding my stuff from me and it pisses me off.

I quietly tip toed into Annie's bathroom trying not to wake her up.

I'm 100 percent sure that she has razors in her room and I don't have a problem taking one.

Quietly, I stepped into the bathroom and went straight to the sink. I pulled the cabinet thing opened and found a couple pink razors there.

I snatched one up and quickly headed out of there without waking her up.

"Thank god!" I said to myself as I made my way to my bathroom.

I was about to shut the door but someone's foot stopped that from happening.

The door was pushed open and Luke was standing there holding popcorn.

"What are....why do you have that?"

He looked at the pink thing in my hand and I bit my lip

"No" he hissed at me taking the blade from me.

"Lukeybear, I'm not going to cut" I lied "I'm just going to shave"

He looked a little bit hesitant but finally handed me the pink razor back.

"Promise?"

"I promise"

I hate lying but that's what I have to do with Luke.

"I love you" he mumbled and pressed his lips to my forehead.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment until his lips were gone.

Without another word, he walked out and pulled the door shut.

After quickly locking it, I turned the shower on and sat down in front of it.

You lied to him.

I dug the blade into my arm and started to cut. I cut up my arm until there weren't any other spots to cut.

Bitch.

"I know" I cried to myself.

I was just about to start on my other arm but knocking on the door made me stop.

"Lake!" Luke yelled "I know you aren't in the shower and I don't know why I was so stupid to let you go in there with that razor. Please tell me you didn't...."

I didn't reply, I just continued to cry.

"Jesus Christ Lake!" he yelled and started banging on the door even harder. "Open this door now"

"No!" I managed to choke out.

"Fine"

I didn't hear anything for about 15 minutes straight until I heard more voices then Luke's.

"Lake" it was a random stranger's voice "I'm Mark with the Psychiatric institution, can you open the door please"

Why in the hell did Luke call them?

"Can you hear me?"

"Yes" I replied finally

"Good" he said "now can you open the door now and let me in?"

Without replying, I scooted over to the door and unlocked it.

A huge guy walked in and I carefully picked me up off the ground.

I started to twist around in his arms but he kept a strong grip on me.

"LET ME GO!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

He ignored me and stepped back into my room.

Luke was standing there crying with some big dude beside him.

"I'll never forgive you Luke" I screamed and that's when everything went blank.

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Oh wow I still can't believe that this is over!  The epilogue will be up soon so keep it in your library for a little bit longer!    I'm sorry this only went to like 23 chapters but I usually always do that in all my books so sorry ):

I hope you all enjoyed this and if you want a specific fan fiction about someone just either message me or comment!

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