Introverted By My Thoughts [✓]

Let's Begin -me

Let me tell you a little about myself; I'm an Ambivert.
Which means I'm introverted, and Extroverted.
Most of the time, I love hanging out with friends, mixing up, socialising, Parties most times, other times just the usually outings.
I'm a huge gamer, I play everything down to Barbie princess dress up (Yes!! Judge me for all I care😹).
I watch Anime from time to time, animations, movies, TV series, sports, e.t.c.
I'm a big checkers player, Like Grand master big.
I don't only watch sports, but I play as well.
Basketball, soccer, table tennis, lawn tennis, volleyball; I actively engage in all these sports.
And it's cool; in those moments, it's fun.

But all my life, there has always been this empty void.
No matter how many friends I keep,
No matter how many outings I go,
There has just always been this void.
When the crowd clears,
And the music stops,
The loneliness kicks in again.
An endless cycle, nonstop repetition.
What's the cause? Nobody knows.
But it's this feeling that just won't go away.
Time and time again, I try,
But constantly I fail.
And this loneliness keeps eating deep.
Deep and deep within my soul. Drowning my essence within this void,
Shifting my thoughts from reality,
Begging to differ.
And that's why I write.
So that maybe one day,
My words can ignite a spark to illuminate this void,
Helping me find a way out of this darkness.
Most of the time, these things don't make sense.
Because they judged me,
And called me Extrovert from my behaviour.
But what of what goes on in my head?
How do I cure this madness?
When my head is stuck, too busy being,
Introverted By My Thoughts.