Introverted By My Thoughts [✓]

Repine

I don't mean to be rude, or bug,
But I'm having serious mental issues, trying to maintain my sanity.
It's not usually in my place to lament,
But apparently I've had it up to full level;
So much so, that it has caused an overflow.
You may very well know by now, of a fact,
That I might be mentally deranged.
Insanity diversification, in a relationship simple, yet so complex.
This thing that goes on inside my head you tend to call talent,
Might as well be the end of me.
You, take note, how I carefully list down my quandaries.
The controversy I need you to see,
Is the perplexity of the situation of things you tend to ignore,
All in the name of poetry.
I beseech you to please comply with this apologetic goodbye,
Because this might just as well be a suicide note.
How? When? Where? I have no idea.
Just the slightest feeling that goes on talking inside of me.
Not the suicide where physically kill myself;
But how rapidly I'm starting to forget me.
If I lose myself trying to save me,
Please don't forget how badly this process is hurting me.
I left this referral note in disguise as a chapter;
So when you read,
You'd finally see, and begin to understand,
The tales to my catastrophic end.
This story might as well also not be the end.
But till then;
To be continued..