Save Me

Happiness To Share

Yoongi could feel how is the feel to exploding like a continually pumped balloon. That was his patience and emotion's limit. Sana and Jimin are living together. That's what Yoongi heard this morning from Jin and Hoseok. No wonder why Jimin didn't go back to Park Family's mansion. No wonder Sana didn't attend the school yesterday. No wonder the couple looked even closer and lovey dovey today. Do you know what people call by getting injured and showered again with vinegar? That's what Yoongi felt.

Yoongi's face flushed. No, not like when someone we like compliment us nor when we flushed when accidentally we brushed into someone we like. Yoongi's face flushed because he was pissed off. Sana entered the class after Jimin sent her and immediately met eyes with Yoongi who was sitting in his seat. Sana's face got tensed, realizing that she was back to the reality –yeah, her world with Jimin was indeed like an untouchable fairy tale. This early morning in gazebo before the bell rang, Jin and Hoseok were blabbering about Sana is staying with Jimin in front of every BTS member. Yoongi immediately walked to the school building when hearing that, Sana remembered exactly.

"Yoongi!"Sana couldn't calm even just a moment if she's breathing the same air with Yoongi. Yoongi without letting Sana to put her bag first immediately pulled Sana's hand to leave the class. When they are walking to a place, they past Taehyung and Tzuyu who have biology class at lab. Both of them –who are not a couple and in a good term- were only looking at Sana and Yoongi confusedly. Sana herself was too focus with Yoongi and she didn't notice that she just past her beloved bestfriend. Tzuyu is back to school.

Bump!!!

Sana groaned in pain when Yoongi pushed her body to the wall. They are already in the empty theater hall. Sana stopped groaning when she saw Yoongi's reddened eyes, panting hard and already formed a fist. What will he do? Does he want to punch Sana? Does he really want to kill Sana?

He can't. Yoongi can't eliminate Sana if this girl is still too kind and soft like cotton. Yoongi was pissed by himself. If only Sana is Seulgi. If only Sana is a bitch. If only Sana is quiet strong like Chou Tzuyu. Yoongi would be happily finish her off. But Sana is not. Sana is that gentle person, the soft person who entered Yoongi's world. The only one who understand Yoongi. Wait, what if she got hurt will this girl show her dark side?

"Ah!!!!"Sana screamed in pain when Yoongi pulled Sana's hair strands harshly with his other hand grabbed her jaw roughly. Yoongi Yoongi...you shouldn't treat someone who understand you like this, right?

"You said you want to feel the pain just like me right? Then why are you the only one who is happy?"Yoongi asked Sana. Upon saying that, Yoongi felt hurt even more. He already trusted Sana, she already changed his mind about this girl but in fact she was willing to stay with Jimin. Yoongi's trust was destroyed by Sana. Yoongi felt lonely again. The hell with fuckin' understand him. This girl is actually like playing on his already broken heart, she just added the weight on his heart by stomping his wounds more. Oh right, this is Sana's dark side, Yoongi got angrier thinking about that.

The fuck with this kind and softhearted girl.

Sana fell to the floor with one push from Yoongi.

"Yoongi!"Sana shrieked when Yoongi flied a hit right in Sana's face. Sana dodged it very quickly, she tried to escape from Yoongi but Yoongi is still trying to hurt Sana.

"Yoongi calm down!!!"Sana yelled. Right now Sana was able to catch Yoongi's hand and made Yoongi stopped for a while. Sana's guess was right. Yoongi wasn't his usual self. Yoongi was controlled by his anger. Quickly Sana hugged Yoongi very tight.

"I don't forget your pains. I want to be happy so I can share it with you!"Sana said weakly. Sana then released her hug and cupped Yoongi's face.

"I don't want to only share the pain...why can't we share happiness too?"Sana asked sincerely. Yoongi's heart fell upon hearing Sana's words. That's impossible. Very impossible. But Sana was no kidding and sincere. Something inside Yoongi's heart is moving. He never felt happy, no one ever asked him to be happy or said that they want to share their happiness with Yoongi. Not even Mina who loved him before, what Mina told Yoongi was only to make Jimin happy. But right now Sana offered him. Eventhough it sounded stupid and impossible. The person who made his heart get torn apart, the cause of his pains was the one who is offering the happiness to him.