Save Me

Not Me

If we have a same dream, somehow our path will cross again.

"Yoongi, I believe that there's nobody in this world that was born to just feel pain in their life. We're God's innocent creature, we fought and got hurt but we will be rewarded with a beautiful happiness behind it,"

Yoongi was stunned, looking at Sana's pretty face and her meaningful words. Ah, this girl was indeed not just beautiful physically but also her heart. Upon hearing what Sana uttered, Yoongi looked up to the orange sky which wrapping their evening at the park. Is what Sana said right, does she fight for that happiness, would one day Jimin's sorrow will be over? If in the end Sana chose to be in his side...

"Do you think the best fighter will win?"Yoongi asked out of blue. Sana rounded her beautiful eyes, Yoongi just stared at her, waiting for her answer until she finally formed a gentle smile.

"Everyone have someone who will fight bloodily for them. Although that someone is not the best for them, but maybe for God that someone is the best,"Sana answered. Yoongi swam onto Sana's orbs, thinking whether this girl understood their conversation's direction. Whether she understood, what she said? But once again Sana formed a smile.

"I want Yoongi to fight for me, no matter what happen. Even when I forget you, I want you to fight for make me remember about you again. Although the memories when you hated me would occur,"

Yoongi was incredibly not understand with Sana's way of thinking but the only thing he could do was to get impressed by the girl he loves more and more. What Sana thought and uttered may not some crystal clear things but for sure, he was more than willing to do what Sana told him. Even without her request, Yoongi would obviously fight for Sana no matter how hard it would be.

"I won't make you remember those bad memories anymore, Sana,"Yoongi tugged Sana into his embrace.

"That time I were...,"

"But that time was the part of this destiny, Yoongi. I never hated that, I'm grateful to have met you,"Sana cut his words off. Yoongi inhaled the air deeply and smiled joyfully upon hearing Sana's words. With full of love and teary eyes filled with gratefulness have had falling in love with this girl, Yoongi planted a deep kiss on top of her head.

"Thanks. You're the miracle in my life,"he smiled before tilting his head to catch Sana's lips.

*Save Me*

SANA:

"I want to destroy you that's why! I can't get Jimin and he can't live without you! You know what's love? I chose to let my love to someone I love. I kill my heart to see Jimin with you! He can't die, Sana. I can't see him die. Or else, I will kill you instead! Now before I change my mind, go back to Jimin. He needs you the most!"

I want to slap my face very hard or he who made me realize which part of his words that's right or wrong. Which one is the lie or the truth? Or, do I shut the truth off consciously? Do I close my eyes and ears consciously?

Ah no...seems like I shut my heart off. The truth that my heart feels. The truth that I've always known, now I turn it off. But why?

The Yoongi that I see right now is Yoongi who I saw couple years ago. His eyes were reddening holding the tears, unknowingly he emitted those hatred and also sorrowful aura simultaneously. I still can catch his painful gaze when I stepped back and almost remove his ring.

However, I still love you.

I mouthed that to him then I turned around, running away from his sight with shattered heart. Not because what Yoongi uttered, not because I took Yoongi's lie or believe that he was lying for the lie he uttered. What matter is what he had done to me just now, my heart is destroyed. Although I believe that Yoongi really loves me and our love is true, my heart is still ruined down.

Yoongi wouldn't be like this, if he didn't stop to fight for me.

Honk hooonk!!!!

Oh God, why this misery is never end?

Instead, I hurt each other with someone I love again!

Honk!!!!

*CRASH*

"Sana-ah!!!!!!"

Yoongi? Is that Yoongi?

"Sana!!!!!"

*Save Me*

"Sana! Hang in there!!!"

Sana almost couldn't open her eyes anymore after her body got hit by the car when unconsciously she ran to the street after she dashed out from Yoongi's apartment with a broken heart. Barely she tried to strengthen her vision, hearing and consciousness. She tried to recognize who hold her hand right now. That person's tears were falling down to Sana's cheeks, made Sana finally could see who embrace her right now.

"Ji...,"

Jimin. Sana's smile disappeared when seeing Jimin's face on her sight, he cried and full with worries. Shattered. Suffering and tormented. Sana already has nothing to be hold in this world anymore.

Because that person in the end, didn't hold Sana's hand anymore. He didn't run to her anymore.

Slowly Sana shut her eyes down regadless Jimin's shouts which begging her to hang on. Her heart was more damaged that her body right now. She was exhausted. She didn't want to know about life anymore. If this is her last time, she already told Yoongi that she loves him so much.

Sana briefly formed a bitter smile before her consciousness fade away. How Yoongi is not only a lover for her. Yoongi is her life.

Then a tiny power which still lingers on Sana's hand when Jimin hugged her, was gone as her arm fell lifelessly to the ground.

*Save Me*

"Don't you wait for her inside as well?"

Tzuyu leaned her back against the wall just beside the man who already leaning against the wall earlier. Yoongi looked fragile, he wanted to put Sana in his embrace and tell her that he loves her so damn much unstoppably but he couldn't move and approach the comatose girl inside the room. Silent pregnant pretty long until finally Tzuyu opened her mouth again.

"So this is your sacrifice? Making Sana in this state?"Tzuyu asked bitterly, clearly disappointed with someone who stood lifelessly beside her. Chicken, if Tzuyu could tell abprutly.

Yoongi looked up at the ceiling. He was recalled with the moment after he heard the loud crash sound in front of his apartment, he found Jimin already rushed towards the street and hugged Sana who was already lying down weakly. Bloods splattered around their bodies, too much and tainted the white snow. Yoongi's knees got weakened,he felt like losing all of his energy so suddenly, the world seemed to stop moving around but himself and Sana's dying body who was too clear in his eyes. However he couldn't move at all to reach the person he loves so much. Moreover when he saw Jimin's fragile figure who hugged Sana's body.

He realized, Jimin is the one who needs Sana the most.

"I already killed my heart,"Yoongi said after a long interlude. Tzuyu didn't broke her eye contact with the wall in front of her.

"I have to stop. If I don't, Sana won't be able to step up from her past. And the one who needs her the most is Jimin. Jimin is the best man for her,"

"Yoongi-ah...,"

"Not me Tzuyu,"Yoongi averted his gaze to Tzuyu who looked at him painfully before he walked away. Yoongi decided to finally leave without seeing Sana for the last time. He couldn't see or hear if she couldn't make it and die. Yoongi in the end, only finally fading away from Tzuyu and everyone's sight.