Save Me

The 'Antagonist'

When I arrive at my last day,

And the sun sets for me.

I don't want a ceremony in the room with gloomy atmosphere.

Why crying for a free soul?

Miss me a bit, but don't too long.

And not with your head hanging low.

Remember the love we ever shared.

Miss me, but let me go.

For this is the journey which everyone of us should accept,

And everyone must leave by their ownself.

This is a part of plan from the Creator.

A step on the way to go home.

When you're alone and feel pain in your heart,

Go to our friends' house.

And bury your sadness with doing some fun things.

Miss me, but let me go.

Love,

Your wife, Kim Tzuyu
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Taehyung closed the diary Tzuyu left for him. The poetry she wrote on the last sheet is a message for him before she left. Inside of this diary, Tzuyu wrote all of her heart content while fighting against her illness. Almost all of it, about her infinity love towards Taehyung. It eases Taehyung's heart a bit but mostly made Taehyung wanted to cry badly. Especially when Tzuyu wrote that she wished Taehyung would never forget her although years will be passed.

Taehyung smiled bitterly. A little bit mocking Tzuyu's worries.

She said 'never forget me'

As if coast can forget ocean

Or lungs can forget how to breathe

Or earth that can forget it's sun

Kim Taehyung would never able to forget his beloved wife, Tzuyu.

The delicate fragile figure, which couldn't be touched by Taehyung again. Couldn't be embraced by him again. Her laugh and smile which always ease his heart, couldn't be seen anymore. Even her sharp and cold stare, was something Taehyung really miss of.

Tzuyu was nowhere to be found anymore.

Her voice when calling Taehyung's name, couldn't be heard anywhere in any place anymore.

Even this big room felt so empty and quiet without Tzuyu's presence. The king sized bed, seemed so large without Tzuyu beside him. Taehyung was sure Tzuyu will hate him, scold him because for days Taehyung only stayed at this room. He didn't leave at all, didn't meet anyone again. Although Taehyung knew Tzuyu will fly her protest with what he did, Taehyung wished Tzuyu can understand. Just a little bit more, at least give him time...Taehyung wanted to grieve.

"Are you mourning over me?!! What do you think am I, Honey?! I'm not a weak girl who made someone mourning over me! That's too upsetting. I'm not that poor!"

Taehyung opened his eyes widely when barely he saw Tzuyu's image scolded him. But not even a gush of wind which welcoming him. Only a silence and unseen air, moving with it's tiny particles. Nothing around. Only room ceiling which greeted his eyes.

"Am I really forbidden to cry over you, Tzu? How cruel...,"Taehyung smiled bitterly. He realized that Tzuyu will be really disappointed seeing him like this. Taehyung could ignore that, begging Tzuyu to give him time. But Tzuyu would definitely be upset because in this world, Taehyung cries over her...grieving because of her leave.

"You're not going anywhere. I can't grieving right? Why am I sad? You're happy and free from the pain right now,"tears escaped Taehyung's beautiful eyes. Although he cried, but Taehyung was smiling. Taehyung shut his eyes, bit his bottom lip quiet hard before finally he got up from the bed. Entering the bathroom, washing his face and brushing his teeth. Couple minutes later he already out and dressed neatly.

"Love, I'm not grieving over you. You're not dead,"Taehyung smiled in determination before he leave.

***

"Tzuyu is a great person. If I didn't meet Sana or Jimin, I possibly could be like you, crazy over Tzuyu,"Yoongi drank his hooch while looking outside to Seoul's city scenery from this skyscraper.

"I know you only want to entertain me,"Taehyung scoffed. Yoongi laughed lightly.

Yeah, Taehyung was right. Yoongi only joked because everybody knew. Even the silent world knew - even if he didn't meet Sana, Yoongi might couldn't fall in love with anyone else. He didn't want to live in the world where he never met Sana. The current world, where he parted away with Sana but briefly stayed on her side is way better than he never met that girl at all.

"Tzuyu came to my class and beat those girls without mercy. Her power was so big. She beat those girls in a blink of eyes. I thought Tzuyu is heartless person because she knows no mercy. She stepped on one of the girl's head, who slapped Sana heartlessly. At that time, I thought, with only Tzuyu there, Sana will be okay. I thought, with Tzuyu alone, she could protect Sana,"

"You never knew how strong she is. She ever broke a boy's teeth in our school. I didn't want to taste her fist ever again,"

Yoongi chuckled upon hearing Taehyung's statement.

"I was out because I imagined she scolds me for grieving on her. Tzuyu was the person who doesn't want to be pited, she hated that, she didn't want to be in the position where she felt she was so poor. I love Tzuyu like this, loving Tzuyu must have guts and strength, Yoongi. I must be strong, because sometimes I couldn't control my sadness. I can't control my weak heart,"

"You really could make me crazy over her. She's amazing,"

"Hey, stop joking around, Yoongi! I know who the girl whose most amazing in your life,"Taehyung nudged Yoongi's arm with laugh on his face. Yoongi laughed briefly before he formed a thin smile on his lips, looking at the glass on his hand.

"In the end, I couldn't meet him and talked with him properly. Taehyung, one day Sana will forget me and live happily with Jimin. But I think, I will never be able to get over her,"Yoongi raised his head up, looking at the blue sky before his eyes.

"In the end, I'm just someone who brought this disaster. I'm the third whell. And like the other stories, the third person, the antagonist one, definitely will always lose and will be forgotten,"

Taehyung pressed his lips into a thin line, seeing Yoongi who's speaking before his eyes right now while smiling toughly holding his heart back. He knew Yoongi is not the antagonist. Yoongi was indeed the third person but who said the third person won't end in happiness? At least he deserved to hope for his happiness.

"Yoongi-ah, later in Japan, be a great person. Your life starts from now. The life you really own. Where you will get a place and name,"

"Promise me you will visit me in Japan. If you're feeling lonely, I'm wide open to accompany you,"Yoongi chuckled which made Taehyung's heart admires his beautiful laughter.

"Hey, just say that you're also the one who's lonely! Hahaha! Fine Yoongi, this brothership will last forever. You will get bored by seeing my face many times,"Taehyung punched Yoongi's shoulder lightly.

Sana, I will live my life properly. That's why...you have to be happy again.