Save Me

At That Very Place

He's like a moonlight.

I look deeply into the orbs that are staring at me under the ghostly moonlight. His gentle and deep gaze seems pulling away my soul into his world. Jimin who always looks at me like this, ever since we first met. There's something inside Jimin which dragging me into his world. Even after every tragedy that happened to us, I can't let him go from my life.

Jimin reminds me with the sorrows that Yoongi felt for years by loving him.

"You're always drunkable Sana,"Jimin said while thrusting his member onto mine, his hand is caressing my cheek, I groaned with the pleasant pain of our tight connection. We're connected again. I give a bittersweet smile. Making love with him is our routine activity after the storm of my life had gone. Everything felt right. I feel love whenever he touch me. I want to touch him, I want to be touched by him, I want to feel a deeper love that I've ever felt before.

Groaning in pleasant pain, Jimin moves his hips faster and thrusting his member back and forth harder. Slapping my skin, touching my G-spot, I dig my fingers on his back, making crescent marks on his skin. Jimin lowering his head to kiss my lips then moves his lips to suck my neck. I feel my body having small tremble, shiver goes up to my spine as his teeth dig into my skin, arms holding me tightly. Sweats start to drenching our bodies.

"Oppa...,"I let out a moan when his pace getting faster, he start to bury his head onto my cleavage, our hands entwined. Jimin groaned louder while I scream his name when we almost reach our climax. He quickly pulling out his length and cum into my lower abdomen while I feel my body is jolting when spraying the warm juices. I scream lowly when I feel his finger is circling around my hole, spearding the juices all over my entrance. When I almost gathering my consciousness, Jimin placed a kiss on my crook.

"Minatozaki Sana, tell me how can I live far away from you?"Jimin asked, gave me a peck then swifted it into a wet and gentle kiss. I hug him tightly as I heard his question.

I often asked myself as well. What if Jimin leave me to a far away place? What probably I can do anymore? What should I chase again in this world? While the reason of me to survive in this world after he left is Jimin. I want to be with Jimin Oppa, if there's someone asked me what I want to do for the rest of my life I'll answer him/her firmly that I want to be with Jimin Oppa. I want to deepen my love to him.

Deeper than I've ever felt with him.

"I must leave you even when I really don't want to,"he placed a kiss on the corner of my eyes. He kissed my tears. Oh no, I really don't want to see morning come. I want him to be always here, so I can hold on. In order I won't be fragile and broken. Because I know, when he leave I'll be alone again and what will conquer my head is the bittersweet memories of him. I have been cheating and being cruel to Jimin Oppa, placing his presence to repel my restlessness, placing our love to erase my greatest sadness. I'm deceiving myself to ulitize our love's pureness. Just to help me from the ruination which hasn't prevail me yet.

"Oppa, don't go,"if only I could say that.

I know that's selfish. Because there's so many speculation of my desire to not wanting him to leave. The love I feel for him already contains a lot of terms. That pure love is already having a lot of intentions. And once again I emphasized, that's to protect myself who is already rotten from the inside.

"Oppa, it's okay if we're separated for a while in order to be together forever,"I reach his soft cheeks, caressing him and smile emotionally. I always remember his promise, our dream about marriage and living together forever. Ever since the day when he said one day I'll get married with him, since that even after Yoongi entered my heart, if talking about marriage I only have one name inside my mind. Park Jimin. That's an organized scheme for me, as if that's a must, as if that's an equity. Even after I knew that his family wants him to marry another arranged girl, I think it's okay if we're separated for a while to let him fight. Fight to confront his family and finish this mess with his own power. And I'll give him a strength. If talking about marriage, only Jimin Oppa who appeared in my head.