Save Me

Mother

You guys really think it's over? 😏

Well...

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"Finally! It's done!"Sana stretched her sore body after hours spent her time in front of the table. The girl with messy bun hair glanced at the clock wall and yawned after she saw it was already 01.00 AM .Sana wasn't surprised why she felt so sleepy, she packed her things neatly before she headed back to the bedroom.

Sana's step was halted when she found her lover was sleeping soundly on the couch right behind her desk. The brunette soft haired guy was sleeping very tightly and looked so exhausted. Sana couldn't help but to smile and bent closer to the figure who always made her heart warm. Watching the face proportion which every night she saw. When he sleeps, the person in front of her right now would look like a child, very innocent and should be protected.

Yeah. Since the first time she saw him, Sana already felt that this guy like a lonely puppy who needs protection.

"You done?"

Sana was stunned when the guy in front of her opened his eyes. Sana's hand which busy caressing his face's line stopped her activity but a warm and big palm held her hand instead.

"Yoongi, you supposed to sleep in bedroom,"

"I can't sleep if you're not around,"Yoongi wrapped his arms around Sana's body to make her lie down beside him on the couch. Sana rested her head on Yoongi's chest and shut her eyes. Always felt comfortable. Sometimes Sana wanted to laugh at herself. She wanted to protect Yoongi but mostly she was the one who felt protected.

"You're too much. Since when you become this cheesy, Yoongi? This is not like you,"Sana joked.

"Actually this is the real me, Sana. The cold and distant Yoongi is only a shield. I appreciated so much things before that day come. I loved my mother, I liked to watch Yeontan my neighbor's puppy, I thought the dancing fishes on the neighbor granpa's pound was living their life happily although they stuck on the small pound. I always wanted to protect other people. I thought living in this world, we can't be alone,"

Sana shut her eyes when listening to Yoongi's talk. Yoongi's voice which telling her about himself sounded so soft, full of honesty and sincere. Pain what Sana felt when she remembered that Yoongi whom he talk about jad disappeared after he witnessed his mother committed suicide before his eyes. Then his father locked him in the dark room, chained his ankle until Jimin came. Then the life after Jimin saved him was very appreciated by Yoongi who dreamt to start a new life. But Jimin who didn't accept the happiness that everyone also Yoongi offered, slowly made Yoongi devastated as well. And Sana understands so much, to prevent themselves from damage, people would build protection for themselves. Right for Jimin even Yoongi...both of them fought hard from falling down.

That's right. Yoongi was someone who's very gentle and affectionate. That's the real Yoongi. And the real Yoongi, was already summoned back by Sana.

"I want to meet you when you can still feel the beauty of this world, Yoongi. Then although we'll be ruined together, you have me beside you since before. So you would never suffering alone,"Sana whispered.

"We would feel pain, devastated and suffering together. Then laughing, smiling and in bliss together,"Sana raised her head, staring at Yoongi whilst holding Yoongi's hands.

Yoongi couldn't utter any word upon hearing Sana's words. He wanted to ask about Jimin. What's Jimin position right now in Sana's heart. What's Sana thinking about Jimin. Listening, seeing and living with Sana like this made him feel that Sana only has him. Only needs him. There was sympathy for Jimin, but if he brought talk about Jimin to Sana, Yoongi was afraid he would be hurt. He was afraid, if Sana also felt the same with what she said before towards Jimin.