Save Me

Fairytale For Dearest You (Pt.1)

The biggest sacrifice is not when we let go of our love, to reach their happiness. But when we release our suffering self to be happy, to reach a new happiness. What is called with live is to be a human completely. Crying, getting hurt, losing, angry, hating, happy are the part of life itself. And the most valuable one is when we already experienced all of them, and one day saying, "I'm this alive,"

A gentle smile flashed on Sana's face when she walked and roamed her vision around the place she past by. Ancient buildings like castles made she felt like she's currently in fairytale from middle ages. Gentle breeze from the trees at the park around her. The citizens from not to crowd city, not also too quiet. Tranquil. Sana glanced at the guy who held her hand along the road. The guy who always gave her serenity and warmth. Happy? Yeah. Happy. He was a perfect prince who accompanying her in this fairytale town.

"I never expected that we finally made it here,"Sana said when the guy stopped right in the middle of the bridge and faced her. Both of his soft and warm palms cupped Sana's cheeks. His eyes which staring at her were so gentle, affectionate.

"Are you happy, Sana?"

Sana was stunned upon hearing that. But she was here. In her dream place when she could continue her eternal fairytale with the guy in front of her now. In Prague, the city which gave fantasy nuance, fairytale from middle ages, the still running history in the middle of modern ages right now.

"Should I answer that question, Oppa?"Sana formed a sweet smile. Sana tiptoed a little bit to reach Jimin's lips, planted a soft kiss on his lips.

"I'm here. We will get married next week and everything felt so right,"Sana said without hesitate. Jimin swam onto Sana's gaze. Looking for a truth from all of her life's mystery. How could this girl is so perfect? Perfect in every part of her.

Perfect in hiding her true heart.

"Sana,"Jimin grabbed Sana's hands and held her tightly.

"I always want to give you happiness and I already tried my hardest,"Jimin kissed Sana's knuckles affectionately.

"But here, the real happiness is waiting for you. Because I've became Park Jimin, a human who can fly high in freedom like the others. And that's all because of you,"

"Oppa...,"Sana was frozen upon seeing Jimin. Jimin's gaze was still shady, soft and calm. But Sana's heart was clenched.

"Now, you have to be happy for real,"Jimin let go of Sana's hands and moved from her face. Sana couldn't believe her eyes anymore. Couldn't utter any word, or even to realize herself that everything is so true. Sana's tears dropped casually when her eyes caught the figure who's walking towards them from afar without noticing their presence.

The figure she was dying to see.

That person is still like when the last time she saw him. Although his body looked more built up, his hair was night black, messy bangs fell on his forehead. And his eyes, radiated infinity soleness. Sorrow, the same like she saw from his eyes couple months ago.

"But why?"Sana grasped Jimin's hand very tightly. Her eyes were teary, loading emotion started to burst out from the bottom. Jimin gave her a thin smile.

"Sana, love, thank you. I want to live forever with you by my side. Smiling and always happy in our own fairytale. But you know what? I've always realized since long time ago that your prince is not me. Forgiving and letting go are sure the hardest things ever if it's related with you. Not because I don't want to, but because I want you in my life. I want that badly. I don't have anyone, I don't want anyone but you. For these past years, I've became so selfish and blind, I chose to be blind although I saw that. That the only one in your eyes, has never been me. It's always him. I know this is really unfair if I couldn't let you go and keep you forever in my arms-,"